FION FONG

2009-03-15T21:15:00.002+08:00

my holidays are pretty much screwed because i have activities EVERYDAY .
monday to sunday , isnt that amazing .

wow somebody loathes me when i dont even know him .
WOW .

2009-03-13T20:18:00.002+08:00

how unfortunate is it that i have a
dick-headed ,
shit-brained ,
butt-faced man whom i see no meaning of him living on the earth ,
as a form teacher .

WTF , i'm like so angry right now .

let's go back to last year then .

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so it was the PTM season ,
and so unfortunately , i got HIM as my teacher .
as usual , my dad's unable to make it for weekdays ,
and so i very cleverly requested for a weekend instead .
so HE said "ok , ok" and arranged a nice timing .
the weekend quickly approached ,
and when friday came ,
THAT MAN muffled something to me .
i didnt understand a word he fucking said .
so after asking him to repeat several times ,
i gave up and was like forget it forget it ,
thinking that it's obviously not important ,
coming from a man with reputation like him .
i mean he didn't even open his mouth hen he talked ,
and he didnt even look at me for a second .
you can't blame me for not ressponding to a retard .

next day came , and along with my dad ,
we happily went to school for the supposed PTM .
we searched high and low for that man , nowhere to be seen .
when we finally approached the general office ,
we were todl he didn't even came to school .
and i was like , what ??
to cut the story short ,
the thing he mumbled to me was actually to tell me
that he's not free for saturday ! __
lazy rather !
so i stood there like an idiot ,
dragging my dad all the way to school just to realise this shit .
hey dude , not every working person is as free and useless as you ,
they don't come to work late and go hoem at what , 2pm ?
fuck , he fucking wasted my father's time . WHAT A BASTARD .

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ok let's return back to today .
the same thing happened again this year .
and its like some kind of taboo ,
because he was the teacher in charge of my PTM yet again .
the request for saturday thing happened again ,
and i was received with the exact same response .
this tiem determined not to let that loser get away with it ,
i INSISTED for either a saturday meeting or phone call .
lots of thing happened in between ,
but we ultimately settled for a phoen call .
imagine how hard it was for me to speak to me about the timing and etc !

and so after choir , i was convinced by the fat one to attend the mass talk
(which was a huge failure btw)
feeling very unsafe about that papaya ,
i decided to go up to class to double confirm that he is calling me tomorrow .
i approached him , asked him my question ,
and i spent a full 5 minutes going "huh?" , "say again"
because he was once again mumbling to himself . -.-
turns out he forgot about the whole matter entirely !!!
i was so angry i wanted to shout at him , but i knew i couldnt win him .
so i very kindly gace him my father's number ,
reminding him again and again to call ,
dude , and he fucking hinted that he was lazy to ..
OMG , may my blood not boil till it cooks me .
holy macaroni ..

to add on ,
CMM wants to speak to my dad too because i'm UNDERPERFORMING .
and i got a shock ofm y life when my expected grade was ALL A1s !
i was so scared i grabbed chengen by the hand .. HA .

2009-03-11T18:52:00.001+08:00

i have this weird dot on my face .
and i'm getting sick .
don't tell me its dengur . -.- ..
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everybody's a real bitch when you're feeling zonked .

2009-03-05T20:48:00.002+08:00

balloting results are out out out .
i havent got the chance to ask mrs tay , but i'm keeping my fingers crossed . :/

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i don't understand why i'm doing exactly what the bitch told me to .
suddenly , her words seems to weigh a lot .
and suddenly i just feel like a freaking hypocrite
wish me luck .

2009-03-04T20:47:00.001+08:00

i've said more than what's needed today . i think i'll have to pay a big price for that .
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& that fucking slut of a muimui totally thrashed any of my dreams to be a writer of any sort . my blood boiled till i almost exploded .

2009-02-28T12:36:00.002+08:00

life sucks .
i've had enough of people coming up to me and telling me i've not been up to standard .
every part of my body is exhausted , what more do they want .

Paedophiel for small boys

2009-02-20T21:03:00.003+08:00

Isn't Bobo , Bombay and Rosy just so cute ? :]

Cute as three buttons !

Bobo!
veryyyyyy naughty , but very funny . :D

Uncle Bombay and a glaring Rosy

Here we have Bobo licking the last bits of his 'chicken essence' ,
which is macdonald's curry sauce .
GROSS

Bom and Bo challenging to swallow the curry first

you can trust me when i say i onlyget 5 hours of sleep because i was studying .
no more taking pictures for the next 3 months . :/
(why oh why did i squeeze those dark eye circles out ??/)

A great story , with great irony

2009-02-20T20:21:00.002+08:00

So i heard this really great story at the student leaders investiture today by the guest of honour .

to cut it short , its just simply saying ,
the guest of honour was a prefect , with a tie and badge and everything ,
and the power to copy down the names of misbehaving students , and get them into trouble .
and so there was this particular guy who's name would forever appear in her notebook because he was a gangster who disobeyed rules and got into a lot of trouble .
however , this gangster guy was so influential and was such an excellent leader , he had a good 20 odd 'members' , who are constantly following him and listen to his every command . he was a great speaker , the ability to get what he wants and all the other qualities of a leader .

after graduation , when the guest of honour took off her badge and tie , she realised she no longer had any power . people won't even pick up the litter on te floor when she tells them to . and for that gangser ? his 'followers' still stood by him no matter what .
so who was the real leader now ?

its such a simple story , yet it made me ponder for a long long time .
it made me think back to what mrs tan told me a few months ago , that i " have the ability to make the choir do what i say " , and that i am "influential" and " a great leader" . can i consider myself equivalent to that gangster then ? have i attained success in what i'm doing , or is it just some white lie ?
in fact , it's very true . though that gangster wasnt given any prefectorial responsibilities , he was the true leader , because he can simply command , and isnt that what a leader is all about ?

now comes the ironic part , isnt it funny that she's telling this story to HIHS ? think about it , 3/4 of the leaders of this school have fought and been so desperate for various leadership positions . but who then , has truly exhibit any leadership qualities of any kind . do students even listen to them when they ask them to keep quiet ? isnt it true that what they deem as the most important job of theirs is just minute things like how to stand when they are giving instructions , and what to wear and other foolish stuff like that .

it's actually easy as 1 2 3 to be a 'leader' here . it's obvious that if you abide by what authoritative figures say , sometimes blindly , you'll get recognised , and be termed responsible and rule-abiding . just suck up to the teachers , and try to be a little more funny , and you'll be at the top of the heirachy . i can do that too . anyone can do that . thus , most of these so called leaders , now clad in their 'heavenly titles' bestowed upon them , are so OMGly __ . i dare say once they graduate , they can never get the respect that they think they earned .
point is , i suddenly feel so embarassed to be known as one of them . they cant even keep quiet when it's time to , they always give contradicting instructions , they reprimand others for doing somethign , yet do the same thing themselves immediately after . and they are getting free CCA poitns and extra credit for NOTHING and acting busy .

"i see everything that's going wrong , with the world and those who lead it .
but i just feel like we dont have the means , to rise about and beat it ,
so we keep on waiting , waiting on the world to change .
we keep on waiting , waitign on the world to change ." ------- waitign on the world to change , JOHN MAYER

i wanna make a difference .
i'm waiting on the world to change .
i will rise above someday and beat it .
screw the world __

2009-02-14T17:00:00.005+08:00

i do have many horrible teachers , but some rocking ones as well !

geography and chemistry remedial today . not only were they so kind as to teach us , they brought gifts as well for valentine's day . mr ong brought geography-related chocolates , branded ANDES ( andes mountain ) totally cute .

mr leow on the other hand fantasised about actually being a doctor , and caleld us back for his 'chemistry clinic' to 'treat' us in chemistry . thats an interesting way to say it . i was so distracted , and did all my work so slowly , that he actualyl said , i should get 'promoted' to the clinic's 'A WARD' , where i recover alone , and where the doctor specially care for the patient . super hilarious . not only that , guess what he brought ,

that is soooooo cute ! and nice . and sweet .
i cant believe anybody would do that . ! :]
really motivating .

mr leow .
he has the 'eric' face, so now he's ERIC LEOW .
HAHA .

and that's that for some really nice people .

2009-02-13T20:44:00.002+08:00

it was an exceptionally happy day today ! and its definetely not because it's the eve of valentines day . i can't really remember the things now so i'll start from early morning . oh no , i'm feeling extremely lame .

1sthappy thing : its kinda lame but i woke up like 10 minutes late , so i had an extra 10 min rest , which i was deprived of ever sicne the start of the year . late enough to motivate me to go to school , but jut 2 mins early enough not to be late for school . theni didnt need to do duty which i utterly dislike , being so out of place and stupid and little , because i slacked around in the toilet a bit to freshen up .

2nd happy thing : the assembly programem was quite entertaining . laugh and laugh and i eventually felt very awake . p.s , i did the first school creed today . sounds stupid but im actually worried i'll crack like daryl song( although i obviously wont because i am obviousy x 9999999999999 better and more talented than him :/ )

3rd happy thing : ms lim actually wants me to go for LTC . she actually came to persuade me to go for it .i mean i knew they were kinda baised and fancied the talkative kind for things liek that , but by inviting me , it means something . i'm sure its just a small matter and they probably asked lots of other people too , but idk , just delights me for some unknown reason . fyi , i'm still not going due to the extra remedial lessons and choir practice .

4th happy thing : the assembly took half the time off HCL , and i was extremmmmmmmmely happy . and strangely, the air-con in the AVA room made me unusually awake and refreshed .

5th happy thing : i've received loads of valentine's day goodies from people , and i love all the sugarrrrrr ! spread the love .

6th happy thing : the canteen sold 'war food' , and while buying the potato , the vendor actually told me she's choosing a big and nice potato for a pretty girl . and i'm like , what .. but feel totally aswesome the whole time and went to boast around . HAHAHA .

7th happy thing : i laughed till my sides ache in english today . roy got punished by the old hag , and he went on cursing and scolding her the whole period , imitating, mimicking , irritating , arguing , whatever to her . damn hilarious . let's talk about an example !
ms chew was talking about something and she wanted to write it down on the board in case we forgot . she picked up the marker , and roy immeditely laughed and turned around to tell me its ink-less . then the old lady seemed to realise it and put it down , but roy kept asking why she didnt want to use it , and insisted it "has ink , has ink ! " so she gave in , and tried to write on the board , ony to hear roy saying "invisible ink" . like, WTH ! :D

8th happy thing : i like the new syf PIECE , diu diu dang .

9th happy thing : it was madnessafter choir , very happy , everyone talked very loudly , laughed at the top of the voices and were just having a great time . i love it when boys scream . its funny . and ryan bobo bombay and rosy all screamed like gays , so i laughed till i almost vomitted .

and lastly : athan finally did it , and its damn funny ! (for insiders to know)

you;ve just wasted 5 minutesof your life reading this , because i dont know what i am talign about either . in any case , it was just a very positive day today !
tomorrow - geography and chemistry ,
sunday - out with bohboh junan ty and samsu
i cant believe i'mspending my valentine's day with my 2 best friends , mr ong and mr leow . ty will know . until then , tata .

2009-02-10T20:50:00.002+08:00

i'm just so tired everyday . i mean i have activities every single day . sec 4 sucks . and to think my teachers all think i'm lazy and dont work hard enough . like WTF .

2009-02-08T12:44:00.005+08:00

we celebrated debra's birthday at starbucks the other day
a slice of cheese cake each ,
creative way instead of buying a whole cake eh .

jason mraz is coming to singapore !

BUT TICKETS ARE SOLD OUT ALREADY ! :((((((((((((((((((((((((((

i'm keeping my fingers crossed for any extra tickets they reserved and

they'll sell them out when the date nears .

uwf s.kfvihasnfkd.jhsadf ksadheufk;!#%*I@&$%)(*#^$@

i'll marry the person who brigns me a ticket . -.- !

2009-02-05T22:08:00.002+08:00

i'm depressed right now because my piano teacher's not allowing me to play beethoven's pathetique for my Olevels . :/ .. she says its a super big piece with lots of technical difficulties for people to show off their running notes (which i think i can if i take it slow) , so i cant play .. oh man . so i'm running through youtube for other possibilities . and fyi , the people on youtube are all crazy i tell you ! search for any pianist playing (not jokers of course) and you'll hear them play sooooo beautifully , but when you look at them , you can barely see their fingers because they are moving so quickly . WOW WOW WOW .

i just watched an episode of the 9 oclock shown channel 8 , and i see my dad's company ! HAHA , some of the scenes are taken there . cool man !

any idiot wanna help me get some songs ? i cant get enough of kelly clarkson's new single 'my life would suck without you' . that reminds me of chinese lessons . since the motherfucker's complaining to everyone about me , i tried ways to entertain myself in chinese lessons . and that means singing nonsense with boh boh . so funny .. so noisy .. so awful , yay , i used 'pai-bi' -.-..

2009-02-01T19:03:00.003+08:00

newsflash , i've changed to sit with chengen in class now . i don't think i'll fail just yet , though he's supppper talkative , but sitting in front is annoying . i wanna go back .
nowadays my teachers are REALLY picking on me .
i know the tie's a whole new responsibility , but i cant take it any longer . if anyone of them complains to whoever and they strip me off my tie , then so be it , i'll gladly do just that . i'm just waiting ...

2009-01-27T17:37:00.003+08:00

so many things that'd happened , so little time to talk about them .
- sec 2 camp
- CNY
its all i can remember .

the camp was so much better than i expected . but get this right , the camp sucked , but my class was great . ya , that should mean something . the camp just reeked from anyway possible , nothing was right , NOTHING i tell you ! not taking into account that we bathe at 2 and wake up at 5.30 , my very naughty and exhausting class , and some unreasonable person who idk for what reason seems to have a feud with me , it still totally turned people off . i just had to entertain myself , gossiping with the guys from my class and every PSL possible .
my 2 joy's definetely not very co-operative as a class , but still make great friends . i can only describe them with NAUGHTY . haha . having already known them for 2 years means they won't really listen to you , but what the heck . i remembered my body was aching like shiate , and i got sunburnt so i couldnt really move much , but i kept talking and talking and they cursed me straight in the face that i should get sore throat soon so i cant nag at them anymore . VERY NAUGHTY . exactly like monkeys . lots of funny , naughty incidents and inside jokes , so it really motvated me to continue jumping and screaming and talking non-stop throughout the camp . and of course , we managed to push fabian up as the best camper yet again . (he was soooo close last year) and not to forget , i really got to knowthe inside tales of how they really feel as normal acad students , which will remain as a secret . all in all , i really like my class , and wouldnt have it any other way should i to choose again . :]

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is it me , or does anyone there who cant feel liek its chinese new year already .
first thigns first , i couldnt even get the date right , so when i received my first red packet from a relative , i was like "huh?" , then "oh ! chiense new year already ?!i forgot that CNY can get ang-pow!" whats wrong with me ?
so i went back to my grandma's house yet again for the holidays . its at malaysia fyi . truth be told , i havent spent the new year in singapore all my life . 1 hour car ride if we drive really fast but its really 2 hours from singapore . the normal routine as always , relatives from all over came to my grandma's hosue , exchange red packets and blah blah whatnot . im not a kid anymore , so negligible stuffs like that doesnt seem to excite me , for pete's sake . all my relatives wow and keep saying how tall i am . well ,thank you , but maybe because all you folks are short stuff ? and when i bring my homework to malaysia to finish , they were so impressed they call me what , miss singapore , brains and beauty , plus very tall . ??? i should just accept the compliment and feel flattered but i think it's just damn stupid . just because the people there have no goals , no plans to study and make something out of themselves , they regard singaporeans as geniuses . geez .. maybe i'll be their idol someday .
i went out with my dad for drinks , just for the fun of it . it was sorta 'legal' for alcohol , just because nobody will bother to stop you . its amazing what you can talk about over a few rounds of beer . after about half a bottle , and i was telling him about how difficult it is to study in my class . pretty soon i was spilling about how stressful it is when people announce that they like you . it got so insane i was telling him how smart i thought i was and how the world , or rather anybody is ever good enough for me . hearty chat until i got so giddy and soem bug bit me till my hand swelled liek a pig's that we rode the motorcycle back . get this , its motorcycle , though we dont have a license . my grandma's town is a small place with a few streets and soem basic infrastructures , in the middle of nowhere , not classified as kampung , but maybe a very advanced kampung ? so there wont be police to arrest , so most peopel rode around without licences , even kids under 10 .

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no time to blog . until next time .

zonked out for camp

2009-01-18T23:29:00.002+08:00

i'm going to camp tomorrow ... sec 2's adventure camp to be exact .
i'm excited because i get to skip a couple of days from school , yet stressed because of insider's reasons and the massive workload when i get back . talk about the number of tests !
i flipped through the PSL info booklet and found out i'm in for quite a number of stupid duties . toilet , sentry .. i'd rather sleep my ass off .
that's about it , until i get back .. :D
JOY TO THE WORLD .

2009-01-16T22:45:00.002+08:00

have you imagined listening to people sing for audition like over and over and over again ? i sure know how simon cowell is feeling . i got to audition 20 odd sec 1s for choir , and boy , were some of them terrible . talk about tone-deaf . failed many many .
its also the most embarassing tiem EVER , cause i freaking screwed up playing the scales . i figured i can only remember how to go upscale , and clean forgotten downscale . obviously ms yee there wasnt too happy , and there were a couple of sec 1s who seem irritated that i keep playing the wrong thing and caused them to sing badly ? stupid stupid me . mrs tay was also there , wth , i mean having your music teacher see you screw up playing the piano is not a good thing . grrrrrrr ..
immediately after that i had to audition the already-in-choir people for SYF . listening to the same thing over and over again bores me . so thankfully (i dont want to be mean but..) there were some of them who were super hilarious ..! some odd sounds , weird body movements , some of them i cant keep myself from laughing so i ran to another place to laugh , which obviously didnt make ms yee a very happy woman once again . chee-n-chee-woo ! highly entertaining . :D
i actualyl felt really bad failing some of them . made them cry .. D: if you're reading this , especially jiexin , sorry dude ! its what we have to do for our gold and $10000 . cheer up :DDDD

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prize presentation todya and i had to sang the creed upstage . it all came in a sudden , and i was happily talkign away when i was notified . it's like , "fion , daryl , come come !" so i made out fion+daryl = sing school creed , wasnt expecting that . received standign ovation , like literally . my friends clapped for us and ty the fool stood up so immediately and sat down in embarassment seeing she was the only one in the school standing . she got laughed at for the whole day , but it was all in the spirit of supporting fion . thanks MAN !

can you believe i've got chemistry lesson tomorrow ? mr leow is too hardworking . cannot liddat . spoil my saturday .

& last thing , how to tie a tie ? cause i accidentally pulled mine too quickly and the tail came out . freaking tie .

2009-01-12T18:47:00.006+08:00

no prizes to guess who got A1 for o'level chinese !!

yay me !! *clap clap clap* like i totally didnt expect it . cause it's liek during chinese lesson , that the friggin bitch told us , out of the 44 of us , 25 got a1s , 11 a2s and 6 got b3 . i was quite shocked our class was really THAT good , i mean lowest b3 , thats someting to be proud of . and striaghtaway i thought it was gonna be an a2 , so i'll get to take hcl all over again this year . and viola , a freaking freak a1 !! i was over the moon man ! all around me , everyone was just screaming and grinning from ear to ear , so i guess it's cool . thinking back , i think it was my oral that's the ownage . i remembered the two examiners discussed about me for a reeeeal long tme , so i gues i was pretty good ! :] when it coems to oral i can just talk and talk and talk and nobody can stop me , real powerful . :/

but come to think of it , another year of lai chui dip , its TORTURE . that one really can die of boredom . but for my JC's sake , i shall bear with it for another year , pass o'level HCL , get 2 whopping points off my O's , and drop chinese altogether ! so happy thinking about it right now .. :DDDD .

& chris garver came to singapore .. :( i sooooooo wanted to go see him , but nobody would go with me . and i missed it , darn it ..

DAY 4 KOREA BUSAN

i woke up shivering , gritting my teeth . lye kit too . and soon i realised its because daryl opened my window from my birthday party the night before . -.- fuck , and the temperature outside is like , idk how low , and it was just effing cold the entire night .

breakfast was that sushi - not sushi like thing , which is disgusting so im always hungry by noon .

we headed back to the choral centre yet again , this tiem to attend a master class . it was a class conducted by a phillipines conductor called ms anna . worked pretty well for me . i can relate to her tips really well . then we learnt 2 songs with her 'methods' , together with an adult korean choir . it was really cool ! we learnt salmo150 , which we knew at the back of our hands , and a really funky song caleld lollipop . my partners are really old . ok , not old as in grandma odl , but old enough ? idk . and all of them were reallllllllly good . but they're so annoying when they keep listening to what im singing and trying to correct me , like hello , english song , english words , singaporeans know it better than you , although you're still darn good . sorry , im not making sense here .

ms anna herself

my korean friends . all very old .

actually only the one beside and behind me are my

'friends' , the rest are all extras .

i didnt know they were behind me until i seen the camera

later on , so i kinda got a shock seeing so many people .

after the master class it was super duper whopper cool . the teachers wanted to try something different , and so we got to take the subway to our shopping destination . adventurous asses . it was pretty cool .

here with GABRIEL TAIYANG AND CLARISSA

surprising , i took a picture on my right side ,

and it doesnt look fat here !

maybe in cold weathers your body contracts ? :]

the place we went to shop was hopeless . other than starbucks , everthing else was unshoppable .

and ironically , all the sales at the branded shops are over the street , which we weren't allowed to cross . so its HIHS choir's flood to starbucks . and did i mention , oevr the course of the week , EVERYONE is goingabsoulutely crzy about coffee . its so scary , and everytime we see a convenience store , its coffee coffee coffee . even me myself need this massive dosage everyday . and if i attempt to skip it , i'll get cranky and bitchy . so its dangerous . weird .

shopping group .

maybe my camera's too lousy ,

but mrs tay took the exact same picture of us with her cam ,

printed out for me and we looked surprisingly flawless .

HAHA

the choir near chinatown

and here's the deal . we received a call from the choral centre while we're out shopping . guess what guess what guess what ! while we were having the master class earlier on , the director of the korean idk what , but he's just soembody very important , caught us doing the counting song . he was so impressed he actualyl invited us to perform at the prize giving ceremony in a few hours time ! gosh ! we were doign it to sorta thank the korea choir for working with us , and it was just so 'anyhow do , anyhow sing' kinda performance , and we got noticed ! utter shock ..

and so mrs tay went to the korean DAISO , (yep they have it there) and bought some cheap make up so we dont look like ghosts on stage , and we just took the subway back and zoom zoom zoom rushed back there . i was totally honoured and flattered all they way . :D

at the prize giving ceremony , the phillipine choirs , total ownage . they OWNED the competition . all the significant prizes , they got them all . but the most prestigious awards went to ...... the dithyrambic singers ! they were awesoem , the BEST singers i have ever seen in my whole entire life . we met them on our choir KL trip when i was in sec 1 . i was blown away the first time i saw them , they sang a song about rain , and eveyone was just having goosebumps . the worst part is , it actualyl started raining . i think they're psychic . this tiem , they sang a song about the horros of war . it was sooooooo scary and good ! i cant describe it in words . the can sing and suddenly start crying and screaming and hauling each other , representign war . i almost cried when i saw them perform actually . too gooooooood ! :D so i guess the 10000USD for their prize was definetely worth it .

my russian eye candies just got bronze though . too sad .

i stalked them for days , and finally caught somethign .

they look nice enough for me to stalk ,

but fierce enough for me not to ask them for a picture with me .

i couldnt get the really cute guy and the short old man though .. :(

the receival wasnt all that good , because while we were singing , the audience thought we were just rehearsing so they couldnt give a shit . ohwell , but i was still so proud anyway . after the performance , everyone was just in such high spirits , especially mrs tan . oh gosh , she started dancing at the lobby . -.- . call it cute , call it weird , idk , but its so funny ! she's just a real joker . i remembered on the first night , me and lye kit were so bored we wanted to go down to the convenience store to get something , so i lied to mrs tan i was freaking hungry and asked if she could bring us down . to my utter horror , not only did she refuse to , she invited me up her room for some biscuits . i couldt see a way out so i just went . she was in her pyjamas , and it was a bathing robe with jeans . -.- . i dont know how to react .

somebody took her picture with the 'boom' mode ,

so its like 30 continuous pictures of her in motion ,

and it's so funyn because when you scrool it to the right really fast ,

it actually seem like she's dancing in your phone !

since it was the school 50th anniversary dinner going on at the exact same tiem , mrs tan even made us sing the school song + creed + happybirthday to HIHS right in the middle of the outside of the choral centre . hilarious/ embarassing / stupid scene , all the foreign choirs and the really cute russians were looking on .

us singing the school song/creed/ birthday song

cold and windy and foolish .

returned back to hotel , usual routine , buy coffee , use internet and so on . then lyekit asked me "eh go back for round 2 already" .. and i was like , what ? what round 2 . "round 2 of party lo . yesterday's food havent finish" , and stuff like that . and i realised everyone was already informed of round 2 party , which was going to be held in my room , except for me . -.- ..

bathed and peopel started arriving soon . not long before we were making lots of noises and having lots of fun . we got complained somewhere , but still continued to fool around and being stupid . can you imagien , jing yi , with her crutched limped there . so funny .

playing games

smile smile smile ,

let's see if we can smiel somemore after getting caught ..

then we decided to have everyone leave slightly before 12 , so we won't get caught . and as all of the mwere trying to leave , there was a knock on the door . i thought it was gonna be the manager complaining again , so i opened the door being very frustrated , and i almost died when it was mrs tan .. oh oh ..

the first sentence she uttered was , "i hear male voices!" and daryl was still making so much noise and arguing with somebody whether he should hide under the bed , which obvoiously was overheard there . ohhh .. gone case . "how many people in your room ?!" silent . then she yelled at the people inside to march out , and shouetd at them to stop hiding , got caught already . so "1,2,3,4, ..." total 10 people . number 10 very funny , because it was jing yi and while everyone was marching , she was limping . :D the nshe threatened us and yada yada , said we're gonna be punished and stuff like that . then when everyone left , she todl me how disappointed she was with me , how deep trouble im in adn thigns liek that . as if exceeding curfew is not enough , there are opposite gender in my room . and a chairman . can die already .

after tha twas phoen calls and conferences all the way , discussing what to do next and everythign . and through this , i foudn out who the ingrates were , obviously . shouldnt elaborate . but ya , i was glad most of my people stuck with me , responsible souls . gossiped with lye kit somemore , and finalyl went to sleep with a very worried head .

END OF DAY 4

2009-01-06T16:19:00.002+08:00

i figured since it's the new year , i should reveal 5 of my not-so-secret secrets . :D its highly my own perception and not everyone has to agree .

1) i get jealous very very easily . and im very affected by what others have to say . i can be jealous about anything and everything under the sky and when i say i don't mind , i really mean i mind so much , but am pretending not to , so as to 'act samaritan' . :/ that is also why i think im dangerous , because i used to often 'act' . emphasis on the used to , because i figured i won't sell myselfout out to meet everyone's expectations for me .

2) sometiems i look into the mirror and see a fat ugly monster , and i'll be miserable for the rest of the day .

3) i personally think i'm smart . as in wayyyy smarter than anyone i ever known :D definetely not as in school and studies and books wise , but things liek how to handle certain situations , talking my way into what i want , thinking bout things every minute of my life and reading people ( Edward Cullen ! ) but i'm serious , i can tell when somebody is lying / feeling shy / gossiping about so and so (even about me) , why they're acting that way , and many may oher emotions just by looking at them . and im accurate all the tiem . that's why i always believed i can be a great psychologist . i think about many things NOBODY will ever imagine me to think about . sometiems i lie and act blur when i actually know EVERYTHING . watch out .

4) i think im very musical . i can relate to music , i mean DECENT music very well . (there're plenty of black sheeps in the industry who call themselves musicans or snging people , i find it a disgrace) my piano teacher always says i relate to beethven very well , and i couldnt agree more . he's not only my idol , but also a 'symbol' of music to me .

5) i cant speak chinese when im feeling agitated / angry . not that im trying to act ang-moh but i also hate chinese songs probably because of all thoose amateur singers , who sings like shit , and wear all those fluffy , punky clothes and start rapping and dancing or making their own MV . seriously , they can't sing for crap . and they think they're so cute so kawaii and cool and write all these nonsense songs . oh please . thats why they set the reputation for chinese songs to be corny and cheesy and disgusting . plenty out there, but i cant name out lest i get sued or beaten up by their ignorant fans . i pity the good chinese singers , cause soem of them are truly really good .

there you have it . my 5 not-so-secret secrets . actually im quite embarassed and think im quite haolian reading them right now , but ohwell , at least i don't sell myself out and act god act nice act whatever shit anymore . hope you've enjoyed . next post's gonna continue about korea day 4 .

2009-01-03T21:03:00.003+08:00

woke up at 7 plus to get to the sec 1 orientation , which is soooooo fucking stupid , because everyone came at 9 plus 10 plus , and they asked all the chairmans to come to carry our tables and chairs -.- .. and after that , its totally , nothing-to-do-so-walk-around-aimlessly kinda thing . so angry . ran around for thechoir yet again , so by the end of the day , i was totally BEAT . i wrote my chairman speech to attract those sec 1s by myself the night before , so i guess you'll get a peek here . its effing long , because everyone should know how long winded i am .

Good morning parents, teachers , sec 1 students . i am Fion from 4 Integrrity , the chairman of the HIHS choir and i'm here to share with you a little bit about our choir .
The HIS choir's history dates back to more than 10 years , and w are one of the oldest CCA groups in the school . We had our humble beginnings andhas since grown into a 70 strong group .
We are also very proud to have attained 2 consequtive godl awards for the prestigious SYF competition recently .
The choir is actively involved in many choral festivals and events both in local and international scenes . to name a few , we had the opportunity to travel to countries like Austrlia , Malaysia , Hongkong and most recently Korea Busan last november , it truly widened our horizon as we got to meet and learn from choirs from all around the world .
Occasionally we have the chance to work with and learn from local choir , like the stgabriel's secondary vocal ensemble and the presbytarian high school choir . Thgough these, we not only improved ourselves vocally , but made many news friends in the process.
We believe and strive to achieve excellence in training our members vocally , but also not forget to instill and develop young minds . in the choir , students more often than not get the chance to take up leadership roles and lead their fellow peers .
many people have the misconception that choir is a female orientated CCA , but it's not true, considering the many outstanding male singers and the all boys choir out there . our manly boys proves my point .
The HIHS choir not only sings but often has simple chroegraphy and ancesteps to add a little twist and humour to our pieces . we will be presenting 2 songs, namely o sifuni mungu and the counting song . these 2 light hearted and rhythmic pieces are specially chrosgraphed to demonstrate what are some of the things we learn in choir .
lastly i would like to appeal to all of you interested, or who has the passion for singing to visit us at our booths . feel free to approach any of our choir members for furthers information and we hope to see you at the auditions soon .
we hope you will enjoy our performance as much as we do presenting it to you . please welcoem the HIHS choir .

we had another 'double-W' practice , so i stayed and sing for a while . guess what , we've got 4 HIT- SINGLES now !

1)Untitled (Simple Plan) : Voice - Athan
Piano - Fion
Guitar - Debra

2)I'm Your's (Jason Mraz) : Voice - Aloy , Athan , Daryl , Fion , Rachel

3)Leave Out All The Rest : Voice - Athan Aloy Daryl

4)Lucky( Jason Mraz & Colbie Cailat) : Voice - Fion Aloy Athan Rachel

HAHA , maybe we'll have our own album someday .

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the first day of school's probably the worst day of the year , since the first day of the year's nicer . crap , it doesnt make sense . i hate my class .
i reported to school freaking early for some student leader thing , which i need'nt be present anyway . people laugh at me the moment i step in the school lugging that ugly tie , not that i mind because i look kinda retarded . i had difficulty tilting my head down luh . and then i attempted to do some duties with jasmine , and i actually found out the school's system is really KNS . sucks so bad . REALLY .
my class is all the way up , and i didnt like the location , for soem reason .
did i mention the fucking bomb SUZY , actually came to truce with me . obviously i didnt give a hoot about her . i was standing in the class while mr lai and mr leow couldnt handle the class and it becme so noisy . then the bomb walked pass . she called me out and reprimanded me for not helping . and she threatened to tell Ms lim that i was skiving as a student leader if she catch es me doing that one more time . fuck , liek , doing what , i got scolded for doing nothing . like , WTF . fuck her . she should go fuck herself . great way to start my day . then she actually told me "learn to forgive and forget . i know last time i always catch you blah blah blah .. but now we start everything afresh ok"oh , goody , she STILL remembers me . then she was like " you be careful of your skirt ar i warn you , dont let me catch you like last time " andthat's it , i couldnt take it and i just rolled my eyes as hard as i could and shouted to her face "what la ,i altered back since i become student leader already right " , and she was like " warn only warn only ! get back to your class now !" ;arsfhba;ilbvghbN'EFPIHE !!!!!!!!!
anyways , so i came in late after my duty , walked into class , dont know what to expect , and there's that seating plan on the projector . searched searched searched for my name , AHAH , rufus . :/ i have nothing to say about that , totally cool with it . maybe he'll be touched by my friendliness and see the light , put away all that aggressiveness . apparently dion so loudly mentioned rufus said he didnt wanna sit with me last year , which is mean , because i dont even know him , and on occasions when i actually talk to him , its he who asked me something . weird . he's probably intimidated by my happiness , hapiness doesnt suit rufus ?
it's totally weird , because i swear to whoever's up there , that i freaking dreamed of this before , and i told people about it . about me sitting with him this year . OMEN . SCARY . i shouldnt dream of weird things again lest it comes true . (mayeb i should dream of getting gold for SYF next year , and dream to get married to Edward Cullen someday)
bottom line is , i just hate my class . period . some people are just so hard to get along with . self-orietated obnoxious and plain rude . SOME people . the just have no eyes and no respect for anyone else , so the dont deserve my respect . SO FULL of themselves .

choir after school , i get to meet some decent people at least . lousy practice , no further elaboration . i was told last minute to come up with a performance for the sec 1 orientation , including a booth for our CCA . sooooo fed up , because my eyes were closing halfway due to serious lack of sleep , then we had to stay back to settle all that shit . shit school . but the sec 1 batch this year are gonna all be smarty pants , cause the school's cut off point is 232 . and guess what , i have a cousin whom i grown up with but rarely see now , coming here all the way from boon keng . it's like , is the schhol really worth it ?? the worst part is that its not just that 1 or 2 silly billies , but a whole lot of them . (P.S , we found a girl who joined the school because of our choir!) school is not cool , still in the holiday / choir mood , dont wanna see my classmates , havent doen my homework , shiate .

oh i havent mentioned about my days in KL .

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what more can i say , beacuse its a mistake from the beginning . i just liked the shopping and the hotel part . maybe even the bullying cum playing with annoying cousins part too .
we stayed in the times square suite , which is damn big , so along the way , annoying cousoins starts appearing and we ended up playing hide andseek ,which was actully fun .
i enjoyed shopping , and somehow it made all my leg pain disappear . my dad was gross enough to take a picture of my injured knees because it was so red and swollen and fascinating . im gross enough to want to post the picture up here , but i dont know how to function his phone . HTC , unfamiliar brand :/ i'll figure it outand freak all of you out with y ugly leg . anyways , i lugged my pair of stupid legs around which was tiresome and hard . the whole trip's free and easy , my dad's and uncle's friend stayed there and joined us and brought us around , yet again . and because he paid for EVERYTHING , like the meals and everything though we insisted but he stuffed all the money back secretly (btw, he keeps bringing us to effing expensive places , which is liek at least RM500 and above) , we had lot of extra money for shopping . my dad spent at least RM1000 on me alone .

this petaling street is really cool . its this whole street that sells branded bags and wallets and shoes and everything else you would want to buy . some were genuine , while others were imitations , but i had a LOT of fun bargaining anyway . its so cool . i'll be asking them the price , they'll name some insane amount , and i'll be like "crazy ah , so expensive .. blah blah " , then they'll be like , "no no no" then , "aiyah , pretty girl open her mouth already , ok la ok la " , then the resulting price is reduced by 3/4 . HAHA . flattered . bought loads of stuff , some real some fake , some i know i'll never ever use it , doesnt matter anyway , happy enough to be complimented , like so many tiems . :] well , that's about it . counted down the year at the airport , sb no life . -.-

that's about it for my story for in the new year , ciao .

2008-12-29T05:08:00.003+08:00

it's 4.45 am now and i'm at the airport now , wheeee . i cant believe i woke up at a freaking 2.45 . and what a flight to choose . i think my dad's clever in a way , cause he drove his car to his cmpany , which is loyang , near the airport , and my relatives come fetch us there with THEIR car and parked there . so we saved on all taxi carpark fares , which is great . ok i'm talking rubbish here because i have nothing else t talk about . the three annoying amigos are annoying me already .
so tired now .

and im sooooo gonna be dead when i come back cause i havent touched my homework :/ RIP

2008-12-28T14:03:00.003+08:00

back from 3 days of toture . it's official , many hustle and fuss in between , but i still got 2 Joy in the end .

i shared the PSL group with , lets see , dominic yiwen dejin imjoo tzuchieh inglee and huibing . it's my least favourite camp , so i obviously didnt enjoy myself most of the time . i was just being a freaking stuck up bitch the whole time . my friends act like they dont know me , i didnt get enough sleep , the ground was especially hard for some odd reason so my ass hurts like i dont know what and i have to turn and turn around at night to shift my butt bone , bathe but still very sticky because the psl shirts were of inferior quality . no further elaboration . was just so fed up with everything i texted TYs immediately on the first day itself to get my morale going , thankfully getting some reply . at least some decent people existed at that time . but at least through the workshops and everything i truly learnt more about myself ? i know exactly my 'pattern' , smart enough to critisice and critisice , maybe square-minded sometimes , and showing the 'crazy side' not to anyone but really my friends , and i may not mean it but my face just shows that im so angry all the tiem nobody will dare to approach me , just to name a few . and i dare say nobody knows that part about me . :D time for work to change all that .

i should say my group was nice enough la , though not as fun as last year's of course , and tzuchieh + dejin = laugh until food comes out of my mouth .

i was a freaking klutz right from the start , keep falling down , cannot stop . and during the 2nd day when we played the battle game and i was the soldier , killed many many , but when i tried to kill terence i slipped on the effing ballon , and 'boom-bah' , bleeding and 'balaku' everywhere . whats worst , xueqi even tripped on me and landed on my head , so it's like , concussion concussion . people keep saying how aggressive i am , so surely injured -.- but she was the one with the major injury -.- it was so bad she had this big wrap aroudn bandage thing on her leg . i cant walk like , properly , so i damn afraid i cant shop later , its the great malaysian sale somemore , faggot .

my brother's weirdly nice ,

he recorded the little nyonya show using the HubStation for me ,

so i didnt miss the friday's episode .

something's fishy...

the supposed joy PSLs ,

but yiwen went to unity ,

tzuchieh went to faith because daryl changed with him -.-

and i went to humility , but argued my way back .

what a disaster .

dejin act cute ,

tzuchieh act cool ,

and one more extra in white .

that's it , gotta catch some ZZZs ,

my plane's at 3am + .. stupid stupid stupid .

2008-12-26T00:10:00.002+08:00

fion is exhausted because the time now is 12.30 and she just returned from a christmas party with annoying cousins and a stupid brother .
fion is exhausted because she will have to go for PSL camp tomorrow at 7.30 , which is seemingly impossible because she wakes up at round 1 plus everyday if she's not going out , and she got so fed up squeezing all her stuff into her camp bag she gave up halfway .
fion is exhausted because she haven't already finished packing for tomorrow .
fion is exhausted because after the camp , she will be rushing home to , once again pack bags and catch a plane to KL malaysia which depart in merely a few hours and she won't have time to breathe .
fion is exhausted because in KL , not only are there 3 annoying cousins , a stupid brother , my dad's friend who will be takign us around but he's like the bee and my dad's the honey(totally weird) , a whole family of the manager my dad just hired , and not one but TWO zisrugkvxcmbvs people . great way to ruin your days .
fion is exhausted because she will be counting down the year on the plane yet again (i did it last year on the plane back from japan) , with air stewardess and eccentric passengers , AND immediately get ready for school that starts the next day .
fion is exhausted because she effing didnt touch her holiday assignments at all and she is so gonna be dead .
fion is exhausted because she will not only be the chairman of choir , but will also be wearing a tie , which gives plenty of opportunities for teachers to pick on her on .
fion is exhausted because there will be choir on the first day of school .
fion is exhausted because she may have to help the mass choir sing on the first day of of school in mass .
fion is exhausted from the hustle and bustle of life , but she will survive .
it's a christmas miracle !

btw if you havent already know , im a PSL again this year , yay me ! i decided to keep it hush hush when i learnt it , to surprise some people , but i cant seem to find peopel to surprise so , here you have it . and it's official , me and daryl song's gonna do duty for school creed next year . so freaking retarded .
better go catch some sleep now .
merry christmas though is almost an hour over now , everyone !

2008-12-21T15:21:00.003+08:00

i'm reading twilight REALLY slowy now .
dont wanna miss out any detail , while waiting for the 'movie-edition' of the second book ,
which will include pictures of kirsten stewart + robert pattison AND posters , because they
are just too beautiful . so my collection won't be spoilt . but i guess i'l have to wait for that till like next year . :( meanwhile i'll have to borrow it from someone to satisfy the craving for twilight books ! takers anyone ?

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i'll be wearing my student leader tie officially tomorrow . disaster .

DAVID ARCHULETA melted millions of hearts with LOVE ME TENDER

2008-12-19T17:10:00.006+08:00

i cant measure how much i love twilight ! it's the story of the year . love it love it love it love it love it . EDWARD CULLEN'S THE CUTEST ! the storyline's great , and especially since i like dark romance . i loved evry second of it and i held my bladder throughout the whole movie to not miss any part of it . :] ahhhh !!

so i had piano lessons , and had to rush to cathay with half an hour , geez . i even tripped somewhere outside plaza sing while searching for my phone , and i think some people from school saw me . i havent tripped while walking since young , man ! and boy was i embarassed . but that's what you get for rushing to the best movie of the year (step aside P.S i love you ) .

reached and got a free movie ticket for no rhyme no reason from aloy . HAH , thanks . found the rest in the darkness and missed the first few minutes of the show , darn . from there i was glued to the damn screen . trust me , its the MUST-WATCH of the decade . cant describe , but it's like erm , bella's blood to edward ? haha , irony , addictive luh . cant get enough of it .

after the movie it was poker at starbucks , and question and answer time for me and rachel , since she read the damn twilight saga and im dying to know what happens next . i cant wait for the next movie . those miserly mortals , have the cheek to play poker with the gambling goddess which is obviously me . a few rounds and we were eventually asked to leave , haha . walked around aimlessly and went home eventually . i left being love struck by edward cullen . those gorgeous eyes ... ! I WISH edward was real , or there's somebody like him out there . i would do whatever it takes to marry him immediately ! i would DIE to be bella .. uklervkjrueafjnalvh .

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and so choir today . not a very successful session , but nonetheless . i enjoying teaching the guys their song . guaranteed to have great fun . :D more christmas presents and christmas love from people , really made my damn day . kovan this time after choir , and i finally know athan's little secret ! tsk tsk .. oh and we had a mini birthday thing for chelyn . we bought a fresking realistic bread , that looks smells and feels exactly like a real one ! got daryl to get boxes and plastic bags from four leaves so we can cheat chelyn to bite into the sponge , but failed attempt cause she was unusually smart then . LOL
lets see , aloy burnt jason mraz albums , is burning twilight soundtrack and printed the bella's lullaby for me , so i'm a happy girl . :] there won't be any more choir sessions anytime soon , and so when it's time to go , saying "see you next year" is super weird + saddening . our wild wild wet trip spoilt , cause im booked for the next 2 weeks , spoiler .

mrs tan called me and daryl up to pass us somethign . i thought it was some korea photos or something (btw , she used an extremely good camera that make me look so nice in the photos ! )
and guess what , she passed us somethign she bought from hongkong dieneyland ! (irony, since we went to the disneyland shop and hongkong some time ago ) it was 2 boxes of candy that costed like $15 sing . she told us she gave it to us because we're doing such great jobs in choir ! :]
for me its all the stuff i did , how i managed to control discipline and how good i am at makign the choir do what i want . HAHA !!
for song daryl its supposedly his honesty(tsktsk) because he broke the vase at the korean hotel and reported it . WTH , let me be jealous a bit , but the whole choir saw it , and it was darn loud i bet the receptionist would have noticed it anyway . which insane soul would have gone "not me not me" when the other 38 of us witnessed it -.- HAHA . nonetheless, im extremely honoured when she todl us we're doign a fantastic job managing the choir and she even said "you two are the two i admire most in the choir" . like WOW . you mean it ? the 2 of us , only ? (smart people should get what i mean) WOW WOW WOW . imagine that coming from a teacher . i'll definetely miss mrs tan !!! i'll make sure before i gradute , i \'ll take a photo with her and make sure its pasted on her workdesk , like all her avourite students do . i swear .

and the main point of this post , i bought the twilight book today , yippee !!
the initial plan was to bring my dad out to buy it for me , cause im kinda broke . but i saw this extremely attractive edition of the cover , with a limited edition poster inside at the bookstore in kovan ! hard to resist when i have noisy friends beside me advertising and promoting the damn thing . it was the last one too so i eventually bought it .. :D very very very happy .
if you're reading thing , forget about it , i wont ever lend it to you because the book it oh-too-beautiful . and forget about getting the same edition as me because i am cursing you right here right now that you won;t find it , and i bought the last copy in the world . MWAHAHAHAHAHA .
i'm gettng my twilight handphone theme soon . pretty soon i'll have twilight shirt , acessories , undergarments ?! everything ! i want i want i want .

i'll get started reading my twilight book now , wish me luck to notbe so madly addicted to Edward . aiyahhhh , i wish there's someone half as cute and mysterious and sexy and powerful and nice and handsome and intriguing and all the other nice adjectives in the world as him !

2008-12-17T20:24:00.005+08:00

it's the season of giving everyone , and there's plenty of love to go around in the choir !

we had choir today , ms yee was being a tigress the whole time , annnd we didn't get to sing the

cheesy song for mrs tan .. aww .. i practised thepiano for it ! HAHA . the pictures she developed and gave to me from korea were aw-so-beautiful ! made everybody look good , except it kept showing me in my counting song's last post . total unglam . :/

i got a cute top from fox from chelyn and ty for christmas today !

after some admin stuff , weheaded to hgg mall for lunch . had an unpleasant shock somewhere :/

in the endwedecided to play something totally exciting . well not exactly , but ... we drew lots , choosing 1 of the 8 of our names , and we'll have 15 mins to shop around hgg mall for a christmas gift for that person ! to add on , while shopping , we have to totally pretend we know none of them , ty chelyn rachel ty athan aloy siying (2 TYs ! ) . i picked rachel ! walked around aimlessly , saw some of the rest and pretended they were strangers , which is totally lame . rachel = grungy = emo stuff . met back , exchanged , and got a pair of cute earrings from fatty . :D

it's christmas , spread the love yo !

watching twilight tomorrow . kinda looking forward to it , since everone's going ga-ga over it . (setting high standards , setting high standards) jeannie started reading it a few years ago , so what does it make her ? trendsetter ? HAH .

DAY 3 OF BUSAN KOREA

ahhh , 14th november . it was dowager fong's 15th birthday ! seriously , i dont really care much about it except maybe the presents ? i hate cakes anyway , they make people FAT . so for the last time , my dear sec 3 , THE INCIDENT AT THE CHORAL CENTRE WASN'T ABOUT THAT .. haha . my friends seemed to be avoiding me and ignoring me throughout the day , so i kinda suspected something , and yes i admit , i got a little teensy bit disappointed when i heard the birthday song from the russians to their friend who had the same birthday , and everybody ignoring me when it came to dinnertime . HAHA . there you have it , but i said teensy weensy bit disappointed , not sad , not angry . :D

it was our big day , and i mean the purpose of our visit to busan . we were running short of time when we got there , so guess what . in the middle of a temperate country (i paid attention in geography) like korea , which is experienceing wintertime , we changed from our winterwear to our barney purple gowns and suits on the darn bus ! isn't it cool . boys turn then girls .

though it's like good quality silk , the bloody thing is thin and UGLY . so we waited outside the choral centre in our low-class gown shivering. very happening indeed . rushed and screamed and utter confusion + excitement . we then proceeded inside to watch international choirs compete , for an hour or so . they're excellent and all , but .. oh .. so .. BORING (yawn yawn) korean choirs ALWAYS , without fail present pieces that require piano , and its all flowy flowy , gentle , sleepy lullaby pieces . fell asleep pretty soon . after we finally got out , i heard funny news fromm the rest . i was sitting in the all boys row with them , and the whole row (including me) dropped dead , so they said its a hilarious scene ! :] what's worst , our dead friend weixiang aka bobo was happily snoring and drooling (according to trusted sources) . boy was that a tragedy !

cant remember thedetails as well by now , but i think we went for a short rehearsal , and then its time for dinner and make up . too nerve-wreckign at the thought of our choir throwing our face to the international crowd , so couldnt help it .. HAHA . at least i remembered what tyra banks said , getting your emotions out is better than looking constiated on stage . performed . gosh have i wasted those bloody tears , the audience are all bunches of gundu-heads . they were screaming and cheering and cooing us like we're some pop stars . -.- . it's especially so when our bobo , did his solo for o sifuni and our counting song's last pose . maybe there are professional people amongst them , but the roaring crowd were overwhelming , they made it so low-class . my worries were unfounded . lets do a triple diao -.-.-.- ... !

we had to watch the rest of the concert after we performed . the y2k choir was extremely good ! up till now we talk about them ever so often . they are this bunch of indonesians who specialises in singing pop songs , and their members are good enough to be indonesian idols . :D the sang a beyonce medley which consisted of various of her songs , and a wonderful dreamgirls medley , which i was familiar with . but oen annoying thing was they were so proud they cared of their dance steps and clothes more than their sound . so they had loud background music and wasnt miced up , it sounded like a total trainwreck . but im still amazed by them somehow . when they attempted some professional competittion piece , it was a disaster because they are so fun fun at the start , that the koreans laughed and whistled and everythign like a striptease ! i was so embarassed for them . they are being such a disgrace in the international scene when they are suppose to be the host . broring korean choirs followed , and the audience didnt seem supportive of their fwllow country people .

when we got out , there were sooooo many korean girls gushing towards us ! they all wanted our boy's autographs and pictures , which was scary ! they just pulled whoever they want and grab them tight , so scary ! the choir chanted my name and pulled me to them but i was wriggly enough to wriggle out of them . HAHA . and that is where the nickname BOBO began . the korean girls remembered out o sifuni , where weixiang had that very cute solo , and these girls were so crazy over him . they didnt know his name and therefore called him "Bobo bobo !" and grabbed him . boy what a scene , i laughed till my whole body ached .

after the performance at the choral centre

it was freezing and i had to borrow his suit !

suit + gown = auntie acting formal to go for market trip

(athan says)

debra the copy cat ,

2 bad fashioned dorks !

after all that commotion everyone finally cleared . then it all started ! :D mrs tan came and talked to me about extremely random stuff and asked me lots of weird questions she dont usually ask . she asked me what i thought about other choirs and our own , and asked why im so fierce and that everyone's afraid of me etc etc . when i tried to walk a tad faster ,she would stop me and asked me more weird stuff . so i laughed up the bus and then did i get a shock of my life when the whole bus of them sang me my birthday song ! :DD overwhelming and i was so touched , and im not just saying it ! so that was their plan , for mrs tan to crap and distract me and shock me while i climb up the bus . what a surprise ! was extremely happy back then .

BOBO ! (so short and caused me to bend so akwardly ) but cute

at the hotel lobby with spoilt hair and

makeup after a day's hard work .

reached the hotel and used the internet service for a bit before going up to bathe . as usual , lyekit got to use the bathroom first , so i was in my stupdi gown with messy hair and makeup when taiyang asked me to go over to rachel's room for something . i got there and she was shitting so i left . taiyang asked m to go ver yet again , and so i did , asked her what she wanted and she gave me a very vague reply so i suspected something and ran back to my room . the third time she asked me to go over i knew something was amiss , cause that rachel dont usually ask me for help . i went over to her damn room , this time , got pushed to sit down and not move . i made failed attempts to escape but she was so strong she just pushed me down ! no prizes to guess what they wanted to do . after being kidnapped for like 15 minutes , they finally let me go , and led me back to my room . and of course , if you cant guess what they did for me , then you're a total loser .

the lousy kidnapper luh !

my room was so smoky and i saw flickering orange lights . reluctantly being pushed to go in by them , and they sang me my birthday song again , awww .. !! but damn i was all dirty and sweaty in my gown and they HAD to do this to me . athan daryl and aloy hid under my bed and suddenly POPed out . too many people in a small small room , birthday song too loud , so overwhelming i almost cried (i mean it in a good way of course) :/ it was the cheese cake from the lotte departmental store wesaw jsut now ! i'm like , "i so didnt expect all this , cause i thought the birthday song on the bus was all" and they'd be like "no no , we've been planning it for so long , even started it in singapore , and we've been ignoring you for the whole day to surprise you" turns out they wanted to have the celebration in the morning ,but we had the performance and everything . and ms yee even wanted them to sing the birthday song as part of our performance item ! horrifying , but luckily they didnt . spoil singapore's reputaion , haha .

very ugly this picture . eeeeee ..

group shot . im so barney , with ty back there .

AHAHAHAHA .

i finally got to change out of my gown cause everyone was clean and BATHed , except for me , after they kidnapped me , but there's another opportunity for them to bully me . they actually stood at the door and didnt let me out . -.- childish bunch .

they said i looked like a boy like that so they snapped me

act cute , act pussycat doll and act .. erm raffles ?

bought the hoodie together .

changed int0o it to give her face .

everything was so nice and heart-warming , almost 15 people in my room . had lots of fun being like wild animals laughing joking adn talking loudly . played somecard games until wegot so loud themanager came to complain . :/ i later found out that the cheese cake was mrs tay's gift to me , and trust me , it isnt cheap . i didnt dare to try cheese cake in my life , and now that i tried it , i love it ! :] and all the tidbits and drinks (which filled the entire bed) was mrs tay's sister patrina's gift . really grateful to them . they also got permission from the teachers to have this party and allowed boys to enter my room so everything was very nicely planned . i never ever suspected it !

whenit reache midnight , everybody evacuated cause it past the curfew time . im thankful for all my friends . me and lye kit left . she told me about how the leaders told her to not wish me happy birthday and pretend to not know to make me sad , then surprise me at night . -.- .. that is them for you . i opened my presents ,including those i received in singapore but brought to korea to open on my day itself . that was the best birthday i ever had ! :D definetely have more pictures , check my facebook if you want to see .

2008-12-14T14:09:00.003+08:00

the world youth choral festival's great . it really opened my eyes to the various JC's choirs . it's exactly like the singapore version of what we went to korea for . being at VCH brings us back to the singout days . now i know which JC to aim for . HMM-HMM . walked around orchard with ty , met the rest for dinner at raffles . laughed and talked . everybody knows what happens when you act like a silly little fool to fion . shall not elaborate . walked to VCH singng and fooling around as usual .

boy i didnt realise how beautiful the singapore river is .

lousy photos , athan keeps shaking .

i have another 'wear black' one .

no 'wear white' , aww . nobody understands what im saying anw.

met with joshua and masheyr . the choir's all really good , like what we seen in korea . but it definetely got boring soon . getting kinda restless . i think the ACJC choir especially , was really good .

after the concert we rushed to marina square for what i call a 'christmas choir' . i only like their katong song . :/ HAHA , free show . walked around aimlessly until somebody decided to use us , his spare tyre . and only for the sake of the 2 non-HI people , things didnt turn UGLY . or else i would have boiled a few hours ago when i so guilliably got cheated ? forget it , life's too short for unhappiness . reached home the next day .

-

the SYF set piece , is a darn stupid song . cannot learn properly ..!! keeping my fingers crossed for SYF .

2008-12-11T16:13:00.004+08:00

what's up wth my holidays .

my house's kinda in the middle of everything in terms of traveling ,
and it really gets to me only today . yes we have an mrt station , but its a 10 - 15 minutes walk . there's a mall alright , but a 15-20 mins walk . the bus stop that's accessible everywjere is at the playground block , which is a 10 mins walk from my block . we do have 2 cars , but too bad fion ain't got a license . swimming pool , playground(not that i play there) , all 5 mins walk from my block . friend's house , shopping malls , everywhere's a darn hassle . NVSS 's just beside my house , i canliteralyl jump over the fence if i went there , but no , i didnt choose the darn school cause i thought i could get into anderson with my aggregate scrore . DAMMIT . damn the world .
i woke up today , hungry , and i was sooooooo fed up . i so wanted to grab the car key
and drive off , but being the kind citizen that i am , i walked 999999999999 km to rivervale
plaza to get KFC .
meeting ty later , so dinner's solved .

-

as said , went to sentosa with like 20 people or so . late again for breakfast .
met at kopitiam . saw nigel and chengsin . thanks to nigel who
gave me a keychain he bought from hongkong . really made my day to think he
remembered us there . for th next 15 minutes there's a disgusting + scary + funny
incident . i was so dizzy i fell to the floor couldnt stand up and almost fainted .
debra andtaiyang would know what's it about . :/

free entrance to sentosa thanks to fatty's cards . went t the beach and played volleyball .
i hated volleyball from the start . i continued , at least for the tan . playedwith sand ,
played with water eat drink . what else . then finally , some captainball time with th st gabs
guys . had fun fnally ! played till my leg cramped lke shiate . finallly decided to swim . i really
just wanted / needed to have half my body in the water . no thanks to daryl and esmond for
flinging me into the sea . :/ th seawater bloody tore my shirt , and i had to have my hands on
my hips and chest the whole time .

now i'm badly
sunburnt .. PAIN .

to think i called for choir th next day .

-

i took the boys for sectionals . had really great fun with them , while tackling that stupid stupid set piece , white horses which was quite hard for them , and some notes clashed like , freakishly .

nonetheless , after choir we slacked around . canyou believe weformed our own band/acapalla group kindof thing ! HAHA . went to my house for our first 'practice' since there's no one around . we named ourselves the 'Double Ws'and our first song's gonna be Jason Mraz's "I'm Yours" . we'll take part in next year's prom concert , hopefullywhen we grow up , we'll enter competitions like the busanchoral competition ! like the Y2K choir ! yayayyaya .

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after they left , i tried to do my chores but failed miserably . i tried making noodles but it ended
up oily like shiate . tasted horrible . washing dishes next , i passed . my clothes from the sentosa
trip smelt rotten so i tried washing . used to much detergent , cant wash off . failed . i tried mopping the floor but it got so wet i almost slipped . -.- .. haiyoh .

but theworst has yet to come . i tried boiling water while watching wrestlng . boil boil boil . i can remember it so clearly . i was watchign thr tagteam match of batista andtriple h vs randy orton

and the two other jerks . got too engrossed . the water boiled for 40 mins or so . mydad came back at like 11+ , which was considerably early . i asked him if water needed to take 40 mins to boil , he as totally horrified andwent to turn the heat off :/ turns out i didnt cover the stout and
it didnt whistle when it boiled . so ta-da , i almost killed myself . haiyai yai ..

-

we're going to watch the international choral concert thing tomorrow with a bunch of st gab's guys . hopefully i'll get to see the good singapore JCs perform , how good they are etc . its kinda
confirm i'll still join choir when i graduate .

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aching all over , man ! difficult to move , whoel body spoilt .

school's coming and i havent touched a single homework . how how how .

somebody's gay and unfriendlyyyyyy .
metrosexuals dont get my respect .

2008-12-08T21:06:00.003+08:00

went t watch BOLT th other day .
its extremely cute . not nice , not funny , but cute .
too bad cute isnt my thing . tsk tsk .

going t sentosa with lots of peopel tmr . dont really want to go
but i cant seem to find somethign better to do . im REALLY hoping
for my tan :] fion needs to look sun kissed , like she went on a
hawaiian holiday when she didnt . oh and did i mention i'll be alone at home for
the next week , cus everybody's overseas . SCARY . i'll try to stay
out as much as i can .

mood = tired , indifferent to the world . but i'll give as detailed an account
as i can . dont expect much from me .

pardon me , pictures encountering problem loading ,
so words first . i know it's kinda scary , too wordy .
thanks to someobody's high pixel camera phone .

DAY 2 KOREA BUSAN

woke up late . like super late . we were all quite shocked ms yee let us assemble
at , roudn 11 . me and lye kit met with neighbours for breakfast . they served
japanese curry rice , which was what i always wanted to try ! finished and assembled .
the lousy eating place loks like this .

we first headed to the lotte department store . it's kinda likeour takashimaya ? we were
suppose to have our lunch and meet back to perform for the shoppers . having really good
shopping mates , our groups decided to skip lunch to shop . :] bough some stuff from nike
cause it's really a tad cheaper than singapore . aloy cant survive without food for a few hours
so we rushed to grab some snacks eventualyl . boy was it idiotic , running around that
11-storey building .

we performed on a very lousy and small stage . quite an insult i think , to be performing to
some shoppers . they can sit downadn listen to you if they like , and can walk away jeering
if they don't . and there's that codl winter wind . :/ it didn't take long for us to realise the very good philipines choir we heard yesterday were there too ! and the russians !! to be performing
together with such tip top singers must mean we mean something right . :] the phillipines were GREAT . but i remembered there's another one that really blew me away , but they're performing at soem old folk's place . -.- what do those old ones know about music anyway .
anyways , i was really honoured to hear the phillipine choir with us , close up . we heard them at the choral festival on the first day , dropped our jaws . their song keeps rinigin in my head up till
now . the russian were the really exotic ones . since i heard them on the first day , i badly wanted
to take a picture with the guythat plays the triangle guitar , but didnt have a chance .. :/ seeing no other chance , i sneaked a quick picture of the ladies in their costume .

after a very unprofessional performance , we headed to the korean elementary school to have
some exchange programme with the kids . they're all primary school people , so i thought it might be interesting . and as expected , we received warm welcoem . realllly warm . as soon
as we got off the bus , they were screaming and being so excited at the sight of us we couldnt hear ourselves . the kids were really cute . i just said 'an-nyong-ha-seh-yo' , which means hello
in korean and the were so shocked and i became an instant superstar . they crowded around us
trying to touch us and all , and it was oh so overwhelming .

we went to their music room , where we had some simple introduction . then they told us we had
to perform 2 songs for the exchange , they'll perform 2 more , then we'll collborate to sing their
korean traditional song arirang , which we learnt on the spot . everything was just so funny and
interesting . kids were jumping andscreaming outside the music room and were all trying to
catch a glimpse of singaporeans . weird fans . i have lots of pictures of the performance but just too lazy to put them all out . :/ they were pretty damn good for primary school kids . and they had a young little conductor ! so cute ! i have a picture with him .

the interacting part was interesting . they taught us how to dance to their hit song 'nobody' . all super enthu . then we played a nonsensical game , whereby we all just held hands and ran around the hall ! it was so no logic that i kept laughing and i ended up having lots of fun ! too bad
jing yi fell down playing a stupid game and sprained her leg . :/ buddy time . each kid was assigned to each of us to exchange gifts and lame stuffs like that . it seems everyone has a buddy
while mine's a freak . :/ oops . she found me , stared at me for 5 mins and walked away . luckily
i didnt bring my gift for her . i left it in singapore . HAHA . aloy gave me the gifst his buddy gave him , so i wasnt feeling too anti social just yet . fooled around , dont feel like going into details , time to leave . shook hands with all of them like crazy . oh i havent mentioned about the chao ah gua teacher . that woman's either a guy in disguise , or is wearing too weird makeup . she's the teacher in charge of their choir and she kept smiling and touching me , blabebring some weird
korean language . motherfuck , touch need to pay money ! HAHA .

quite a wonderful experience . when we left , they all looked so sad ! and they lined up the way from their hall to our bus . it would be perfect if theyhad a red carpet . felt like celebs ! we had to wait for jing yi from the hospital , so they bus didnt leave for the next , half an hour . the whole tiem , those craz ykorean kids were surrounding the bus , taking pictures of us like some celebrities that kind of thing , you know ! scary but honoured . i later heard from mrs tan that some of them cried when we left . -.- .. are we awesoem or what . the choir got further scoldign from ms yee for being racist and all . kinda dampens everyone's spirits , i've never really talked to her throught the entire trip . tsk tsk .

can't really remember what happened next . but i think we went to the choral centre to have our dinner and watch more choirs . they served pretty decent food . international scene , people of different colors shapes and sizes , but all adults taking part in the competitions . we're the only kids , so its like kinda out of place . taiwan sent group of senior citizens . -.- .. i kept stalking the russians , but couldnt get a decent shot of them .. so sad ! watched more choirs . its a must to sit with athan and aloy alrd , that's the only way to fidn humour in their performances . everyone's
damn good . i fidn it really annoying when i try to pressure choir members to work harder ,
since they seen other choirs being so darn fantastic ,and why they culdt be like them . they all just give me the stupid answer , "they all adults what" . like what the fuck . soem of them are like 20 odd years , so u mean in like 5 , 6 years time , you'll attain their standard ? stop giving excuses for yourself to skive . liek SERIOUSLY . whats more , i havent been really calculative or boastful about status and all , but thats not a way to talkt o your chairman .

end of day . went back to hotel , everyone went to 7-11 to grab coffee . everyone became so seriously addicted , its scary , even me . came down to use their internet in my pyjamas ! now that i thik of it , that's like so wrong , with all those japanese korean businessman looking . argghh . brought and bought alot of snacks , ate till explode , fooled around with roommate and neighbours till curfew time . and i think that was the night me and lyekit started to do some SERIOUS GOSSIP . haha . ears can spoil . i know we slept wayyyy past midnight .
the next day ws our big day , but the coffe took us through the night . :] cofffee frenzy .

that's it for the 2nd day .

back to the present .
seriously thinking about not going to sentosa tomorrow . im not even that
clsoe to most of them . i think i'll just shut up , get my tan adn that's
that . not in any mood for socialising . time to shut up fion .
waking up bright early for superdogs at vivo . forgot somebody ?
HAHA . inside joke . ta-ta .

2008-12-03T16:20:00.004+08:00

a week in korea's nt easy to post ,

so i'll blog about it day by day .

(some of my pictures are kinda lousy:/)

DAY 1

the choir met at the airport in the wee morning , i was one of the later ones .

quite weird to see everyone there at first . hui xian and kai lee

came to send me off :] they brought a toy chicken , to , you know what ,

"song ji" , simultaneously meaning

send off somebody for the plane , or give chicken in english . HAHA .
samuel rushed there too , so thanks guys ! and thanks to those who woke up

in the wee hours just to sms me off ! really appreciated it . :]

my luggage was surprisingly big . i wanted to bring the medium size one ,

but it's quite cramped . my dad knows i'll come back with big bags and small bags and convinced me to get the biggest family sized one . :/
i used it and it's quite full ! knowing my friends , they'll definetely laugh

or be ridiculed . and it weighed a shocking 19.2 kg ! sweat sweat sweat .

everyone else's weighslike 10kg - 13kg ? i had the heaviest bag .

THE CHOIR AT THE AIRPORT

went in the departure hall and broke into our shopping groups for the

first time . aloy taiyang lydia lye kit and me ! ate at subway .

time to enter , took the plane and off to hongkong we go ! sat on the plane

with serene , with ashley (mrs tay's daughter) next next to me . i became her
best friend ! (which didn't last long ) not a true friend . HAHA . before i knew it , it's hongkong man !

THE NOT TRUE FRIEND AKA ASHLEY . HAHA

ON THE CATHAY PACIFIC PLANE .

ISN'T THE SCENE BEAUTIFULLLLLL .

at the hongkong airport , we had our first lunch together . went to the 'food place'

with all my sec 3s , lots of food to choose from . the burger king i had , they served

the best lemon tea i ever tasted . it's really LEMON tea . :] not much of a hongkong

experiece before we had to take the 'dragon air' to busan . (not a very trusty name)

super powderful , nothing to entertain us on the flight on that tiny plane . so when

we got hands on with our first korean meal on the plane , me clarissa and lydia

couldnt get more excited . we took weird 'documentaries' , pictures and videos

on our reaction when we tasted kimchi . trust me , it was GROSS . i mean the way

we eat , not the food . it got pretty good soon . i swear i'll get the videos from their

powderful cameras soon . uber funny . :] we vommited and all in front of the camera

very happy . reached busan in no time .

ME LYDIA CLARISSA

THE KOREAN FOOD WE MADE VIDEOS ON

HONG KONG AIRPORT

THE 'FOOD PLACE' WITH MY SEC 3S

got pass immigration , arrived at the busan airport . debra's embarassing

, at the 'check point' where our bags got checked , and we're suppose to

put the metal stuff in the basket , she did and once she's done, she took her

metal belongings , along with the tray ! the police had to stop her ! :/

once at busan ,we felt the cold air for the first time .

we didn't have time for dinner , so everyone rushed to the nearby '7-11' to grab

some food . this will be our favourite activity and place in the upcoming days .

suddenly everyone is addicted to coffee , adit continues for the rest of the week .

after that , we got on the first korean bus . the two drivers kept yelling and shouting

at us in korean , which we don't understand anyway . it's both scary and amusing

the bus was so cramped , we didn't have space for luggage . i helped the boys transport them

and caused muscleaches everywhere :/ managed to squeeze everyone up , with some sitting

on the luggages itself . i should have taken a picture of that awful scene . only the first day ,

and it's been eventful . the choir got quite an earful from ms yee for making racists

comments . really should not get into trouble in a country where we can't be understood .arrived at the chorale centre for the first time ! went to watch snippets of the opening

ceremony , with koreans doing extraordinary acts . "o-di-ya-di-ya" . i'm sure my members would know what it means . :] we really were treated like unwanted visitors for our age

you know , and i wasn't exactly pleased with their orgnisation . ohwell . headed to the hotel and check in for the first time . realised i used for the first time a couple of times . first day ,

excitement rolling in . :] we stayed at soem 'businessman hotel' , which , as its name

suggests is intended for businessman . its appearance didnt live up to its name . quite

a cheapskate place . the toilet had no lock , quite squeezy , but still stayable . thankfully

they had free internet service at the basement , which allowed me to blog for a bit . was

roomates with our dear lye kit . me being the onewith the heaviest luggage and her

being the second in line , means no space . stayed on the same level as taiyang and lydia ,

and rachel and queenie , which will be quite convenient and fun for the coming days .

OUR ACCOMODATION FOR 6 DAYS

LIKE A BATTLEFIELD

and that was snippets , and end of day 1 !

i'll post detailed stories day by day , and post selected pictures carefulyl chosen

from my 500= pics album . haha . i sound so chim when i type long sentences . :]

2008-11-28T15:54:00.002+08:00

Fion is suffering from the SINGOUT fever .

Comments from the audience :
Best / most memorable / funny song : Counting Song
Most soothing to ear / Nice to listen song : Breakaway ?!!!!

WTH . haha ,
congrats to fooling the audience ! :]

i'm bored being choir-less ,
st gab's are all having fun in peneng now ,
i wish korea's AFTER singout . :(

i miss korea i miss singout i miss choir .

i odn't want to be PSL now that taiyang 's not chosen ,
and that i got back that class :(

2008-11-27T14:59:00.006+08:00

what a journey ! singout's finally over . it's all over now .

i guess all the hard work sweat and tears are worth it .

good times , bad times, we've been through it all .

a part of me is relieved it ended ,
while the other part is totally depressed it actually ended .

the last one ever . :(

and i actually can put my grudges and grievancesdown last night .
oh and can you believe i actually sold 53 tickets .
it's like about 1/15 of the audience bought

their tickets from me . HAHA .

after singout slacked around and went home with michelle

old ronald beautiful anthony and bad kid logi . bad kid around

can do stupid stuff . went home thought about the past days ,

got really depressed .

wasn't in good shape to sing yesterday anw , kinda throaty . i can barely

talk now . and i was so shocked people coem telling me the could hear me

from where they are . that is not a good thing .

anw thanks everyone for your flowers and chocolates and everything :]

and for the past month ,

it finaly dawned on me that a camera is the best invention

FOR LIFE .

i've collated about 500 pictures from korea ,

and a few more from singout . most imprtantly ,

i got to take a picture with ms yee !

MWAHAHAHA .

now being choir-less for almost a month is hard !

i never thought i would be so dedicated to something ever .

I LOVE CHOIR , SINGOUT'S THE BEST , FOR LIFE .

really can't believe it's all over now :(((

we dedicated the blessing song 'may god almighty bless you now'

to mrs may tan . it's so funny because every phrase begins with her name 'may' .

she's not gonna be our teacher in charge from next year . i'm gonna miss her
like shiate . well , 'may you be blessed forever more' .

(it's her attempting to dance cumana in the korea choral centre! HAHA)

and for the main attraction !

ME AND MS YEE !

i have the brighter one , but too lazy to upload .

betcha no one had an individual shot with her yesterday .

except for me me me . :]

i miss singout i miss singout i miss singout .

keep saying i'm fierce , but think about it la ,

what will the choir turn into if im not . and many people say i'm

two different person in choir and not in choir . that's a good thing ya' know .

2008-11-24T22:35:00.002+08:00

programme for singout :

1) Heart Of Worship ----- Combined 3 Schools Choir
2)Gaudeamus ----- Presbytarian
3)Salmo 150 ----- Presbytarian
4)Kaze Ni Naritai ----- St Gabriel's
5)Were You There ----- St Gabriel's
6)Blessed Peace ----- Holy Innocents' Senior Choir
7)Dance Of The Sugar Plum Fairies ----- Holy Innocents' Senior Choir
8)How Deep Is Your Love ----- Presbytarian Alumini
9)Phantom Medley ----- 3 schools Combined Leaders
10)Child Of God ----- Combined Boys

Interval

11)Cumana ----- Combined Girls
12)You'll Be In My Heart ----- St Gab's Sec 3s
13)Breakaway ----- HIHS Sec 3s
14)I Sing You Sing ----- PHS Sec 3s
15)Counting Song ----- HIHS choir
16)Any Dream Will Do ----- St Gab's Choir
17)Every Move I Make ----- PHS Choir
18)Over The Rainbow ----- Surprise
19)O Sifuni Mungu ----- Combined 3 Schools
20)SingOut ----- Combined 3 Schools

Sing Out's In 2 days ,
too too fast .
i need more singouts in my life . :/

i'mma PSL again !
yahoo ! :]
i'll keep this hush hush first .
more camps ,
more little kids .

too busy , blog next time .

2008-11-21T20:19:00.001+08:00

choir camp = worst thing that happened .

2008-11-17T17:53:00.001+08:00

in busan airport,
going to hong kong soon .
cant wait for the shopping . :]

2008-11-15T08:08:00.002+08:00

yesterday's big peformance is over ,
THAT'S a huge sigh of relief .
i have limited time so i'll just run everything through briefly .
woke up , breakfast , went to the department store .
it wsa a lwo class place ,
but we still mnaged to pull it off .
the russians and indonesians from yesterday were there too !!!
they still wore their exotic costumes ,
and im like sneaking pictures of them
to no avail .
i hope i dont get caught .
but they are soooooo damn good .

-

then we went to watch a competition ,
and we ate dinner , made up etc for our big performance .
i was so nervous i broke down ,
and everyone thought it's cause im sad
that nobody wished me happy birthday -.-
(they did that for the big surprise later:])
pulled it off ,
the audience were dammmmnnn annoying ,
i mean the korean girls were so excited ,
they shouted and cheered when they saw us ,
as if it was a striptease ,
in what is suppose to be a formal occasion .

-

went back , birthday surprise .
gtg , elaborate when i get back .
it's the best birthday i ever had . :]

2008-11-14T08:20:00.002+08:00

we woke up yesterday ,
had a nice curry breakfast ,
and went to some elementary school in busan .
the kids there were OVER-ENTHUSIASTIC .
i mean , serious ly , if anybody's here ,
you'd have felt it .

the moment we arrived ,
everyone just rushed out to surround us .
and suddenly , daryl debra and me became the superstars .
we just said "an-nyong-ha-seh yo !"
and they were so fascinated , like ,
you can speak korean !!!
HAHA .
performed our songs ,
quite very bad ,
got really pissed off .
but they were blown away by our counting song .
then the kids did their song .
they're damn good !
for 11 12 year old kids of course .
idk , they just have such a crisp sound .
then after all that they played games with us
and treated us to drinks ,
still very fascinated that we're singaporeans .
the games were nonsensical ,
we just have to run around the hall . -.-
nonetheless , i was super impressed by their hospitality .

-

we're all suppose to have a buddy to exchange our gifts to ,
my buddy is SO WEIRD .
she found me ,
look at me , i look at her ,
and walked away .. -.-
and i didn't get a korean gift !!
but aloy was kind enough to give his to me .
(not that i want it anyway)
that's not the main point .
took more pictures , played , laughed .
time to get back to the bus ,
and guess what ,
they're all lining up around the path ,
and escorted us up the bus .
the chori felt like superstars .
i mean, we dont deserve that after the shitty performance ?
and while we're on the bus ,
they just kept screaming and waving at us
from outside .
crazy fans !!
they were so so so crazy .
i heard some of them cried .. -.- !!
but most of them it's cause
they didnt receive presents from their singaporean buddies .
HAHA .
kids .
then ms yee was so furious on the bus ,
she was mad at us for speaking without thinking ,
all the racist jokes and whatsoever .
haiyohhhh .

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5 plus and the sky was darker than ever .
went to the choral centre to watch the choral festival .
sat with athan aloy and daryl ,
cause from ytd , they were quite lame and funny .
the indonesian choir was like ... (omfg) damn good !!!
i cant describe it , but .. just trust me .
the rest were great too , but still not comparable to the indonesians .
we had korean SSAA choir , the phillipines , then the russians .
the russians had a great performance too .
they were role playing some dutch stories .
it was SPECTACULAR .
everyone of them sang at least 5 songs ,
and i got bored quite quickly .
my eyes were like so freaking pain ,
aloy would know i kept putting eyedrops .
anyways ,
the choir still doesnt seem to realise how
scary the international scene is ,
and keeps giving kns performances .
im praying very hard they'll come to their senses soon .

-

at night ,
gossiped with lyekit like crazy ,
we laughed so loud , mrs tan can hear us at the lift lobby .
oops .

-

just now ,
had sushi breakfast ,
using their internet service now ,
and we're going to perform at a department store later ,
together with a taiwan senior citizens chori ,
an indonesian chori , and yesterday's russin choir !!
excited to see the angmohs . :]
the have their own very unique props , the weird quitar and all .
then at night , it's gonna be our big night ,
we're performing as a guest chori for the gala concert .
i just don't feel that the audience are gonna be as
blown away by us , than the choir yesterda y .. HAIYOHHH .
cross my finger cross my fingers ..
please dont embarass yourselves .

-

i'll have to stop now ,
i havent changed my clothes and tied my hair and all ,
gotta go .

anyway , it's my birthday today ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME . :]

2008-11-13T09:03:00.002+08:00

hello hello !
guess where i am now .. BUSAN !
yep , they have internet service at the hotel ,
i just had some japanese curry breakfast
with ty lydia rachel queenie and lyekit ,
and me and lye kit secretly down to get drinks . :]

lets talk about yesterday ,
plane ride all the way .
thanks samuel kl and hx for sending me off .
really appreciate that .
after we checked in , walked around and stuff ,
it was plane rides all the way .
first from spore to hong kong sitting with serene ,
had lunch then transfered to here with lydia and clarissa .
extremely hilarious ,
we took lots of funny　pictures which i should post
when i get back ,
and videos !
some ridiculous videos where we first tasted kimchi ,
the airplane food and etc .
(i totally　vomitted the foodin the camera)
fun fun fun .

oh im like officially ashleys best friend . HAHA .
shes mrs tays daughter by the way ,
and she totally loves me . MWAHAHA .

anyways after we got off the plane ,
we went to the busan choral festival ,
we were late and treated like shit .
dont really want to elaborate .
i was really mad at the chori ,
and still dont want to elaborate .

roomed with lye kit ,
sneaked to neighbours room at night ,
and todays the second day .

we;re going to an elementary school to perform now .
wish us luck ,
i really wish we dont throw our own faces .
but with current standard i think we will .
i:ll pray hard .

since im so free , i guess ill be blogging everyday now ..
until tomorrow ..
i[ll take lots and lots of pictures .
the weather[s not that cold ,
not enjoyable .
korea[s growing to be a not bad place .

2008-11-11T21:04:00.002+08:00

omg , 7 hours away .
i feel my heart pumping (as in excied) alrd !
finally ! it took so long for me to wake up ?!
wait , is this a good thign or bad thign ?
OMG i'm going to korea !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG .
it took me so many months to get this feeling ?
omg , i'm such a sucker .

2008-11-11T19:52:00.004+08:00

less than 10 hours to kimchi land ,
somehow i am not excited/happy/looking forward at all .
going with certain people , why am i not surprised .
i reckon my luggage's gonan burst anytime now .
i should be fined i tell you .
my own stuff filled the entire thing ,
and to top it all off , im carrying all those stupid choir stuff ..
it feels great to leave singapore .
really have no idea if my money's enough or whatsoever
nitty gritty stuff .
im so kiasu my dad gave me the china currency he has ,
in case my hk cash isnt enough .
total = $750 ? .. but what ifi get robbed ? haiyah !
but somehow i keep feeling that something's gonna go wrong .
keeping my fingers crossed ..! seriously .

(oooo.. i just asked ah fat and her luggage has space
to help me carry some stuff :])

let's see .
i'll just state some fast facts for your reading pleasure .

- our hotel's beside a cemetary
- i found a site that teaches simple korean words ,
and they have a section that taught me korean swear words .
so now i can swear in korean ! shibal nom = fuck you . oops :/
- daryl lost my very cool universal adapter so im very
adapter-less now .
- im sharing a room with lye kit
- my shopping group consists of ah fat lydia lyekit and aloysius .
- i have a very UGLY passport photo and NOBODY will
get to see it . like for life .
- HIHS goes korea busan , PHS sings in hongkong disneyland
ST GABS goes penang , is ms yee great or what !!

ahh , suddenly a swarm of people are wishing me off ,
i mean literally .
shocked , what can i say .
well , thank you all !! ;]
and like , thanks michelle and samuel x64049582098
for taking the effort to get me something
for my birthday before i leave .
i'll open it on my birthday ,
cant even try to peek at sam's cause stupid daryl's keeping it .
anyways , really appreciate it , means a lot to me .

-

& ming teck's the most uncle-est person for life !
the other day it was soooo funny ..
he caleld me to help him collect the singout tickets ,
here's how it went
"hello"
"hello , fion ar"
"ya"
"shout please"
"huh, why must shout"
"just shout"
"ahhh"
"ahh , ok it's you"
"why must shout?!"
"you always scold and shout at me , suddenly talk on phone
so soft , cannot recognise your voice"
and of course , we all know mingteck
cant speak english to save his shit ,
so the above is just an extract thats translated .
his voice is still as uncle as ever .
i mean , cant explain in words , but ya .

(i just went to the hotel's website , and it's quite decent .
hair dryer , microwave . keeping my fingers crossed . )

-

let's see , some last words before i leave .
...
...
nothing .
updates when i get back .
meanwhile , bye singapore ,
bye losers-who-have-to stay-in-singapore .
haaaaaha .
maybe i'll use the arport's internet to type
some more rubbish tomorrow .
morning . 5.30 .
shiate , cant wake up .

2008-11-09T21:18:00.006+08:00

absoulutely gave me a good laugh ,

credits to ben who sent it to me in the first place .

enjoy .

we have singlish in singapore ,

but japlish , japanese english , is wayyy cooler :

1. Very difficult to make up what it is about ?

2. Maybe in Japan , there are Males who are not 'Man'

3. Bring ur own tissue....I think

4. Cheese Fair or 'Afraid of Cheese'

5. This is better than Singapore . They can construct their own WATER.....

6. U jump on the Elevator = Jail ?

7. Japlish "L" is substituted with "R" ... and this is what happens!!!

8. They even have a room for this...

9.U will need a smoke after reading this...

10. The best so far....

11. They even advertise their price hike...

12. Their mags need refrigeration....

13. They sell their SOUL OUT...

14. Player... Prayer!!!

15. Should consider doing business with this Co.

and this motivating message that comes along ,

well , motivated me .

i should read these things more often .

There is absolutely no point in sitting around

and feeling sorry for youself.

The great power you have is to let go ...

focus on what you have,

not on what has gone or been unkindly removed. - Minnie Driver

so indirectly , thanks to benji ,

it took all those negative thought off my head for a while .

thanks buddy . :]

2008-11-09T21:05:00.000+08:00

i'm just doing my job .
and everybody hates me for that .

2008-11-09T00:08:00.003+08:00

ok , so obviously some people are scary .
the moment i post something , they'll get access to it ,
pretty much immediately .
that was the reason i didn't want a tagboard ,
but apparently , it doesn't help .
i'm taken aback by th ppl who replied me .
so i figured a blog really isn't a place where u can
say pretty much everything u feel .
it's better kept in A DIARY .

no worries though ,
i won't kill myself yet ,
but i guess i'll be posting more about happy stuff ,
so i won't appear angst-y and unapproachable ?
what you read is no longer what you get , losers .

2008-11-08T21:08:00.004+08:00

back from yet another meeting with the rest .
it's quite cool to be singing and learning songs with others schs ,
especially my fave , PHANTOM OF THE OPERA .
i'm just glad they're boys around
to sing the phantom and raoul parts ,
cause HIHS pathetically only has 3 sec 3 boys ..
and i have to learn all 4 parts to teahc them . -.-
it's nice , it's nice .
but i don't know about the co-operation thingy ,
can't seem to get along anymore ,
i get the sense that they meet us because they have to
and not they want to .
i'll keep my fingers cross about singout ,
and that's they'll be productive while we're in kimchi land .
they didn't even wish us bon voyage la .

after that went walking around aimlessly at bishan
with ty deb abi and chelyn .
was in a real bad mood ,
but can't go home because there's nobody ,
my bro has this soccer match . -.-
i was pondering over singout ,
the 'quarrels' , the unhappiness ,
the leaving out , the teachers leaving
the different personalities ,
the 'fion-is-so-fierce' thing etc .
i thought singout was suppose to have us all
working happily tgt , tolerance and all ,
but apparently some people cant stand peace ,
they cant live without havoc .
frankly , i'm just very upset .
so now i'll have a different motive ,
i won't care if they hate me ,
i dont care if the whole singout choir hates me,
i'm just doing my job ,
not to socialise .
i need this last singout to be PERFECT .
there you have it .

my dad tried to treat me to some birthday meal ,
but too lazy to take bus just yet ,
so spoilt .
brought back some chilli crab instead ,
but it's more of his own for watching arsenal vs manu .
nevertheless at least someone remembers my day ,
i seriously almost forgot about it myself ,
i mean it's not like anyone cares ,
it doesn't mean anything to me anyway .
anyway , indulged in guilty pleasure . chilli .
drank lots of honey to 'neutralise' .
gotta be in perfect shape .
though my solo line is not as long ,
but still , the only female solo .
no voice cracking allowed .
hello , it's in a korean stadium with thousands of people .

4 days to kimchi land
& 14 to singout .

fion doesn't seem to be able to stand the stress anymore
suddenly it feels like i'll have to fight or die ?
there's noone to back me up .
everyone is just another fuckin' loser .

-

random dieting tip :
dieting is not hard at all .
the trick is to jsut half whatever you eat normally .
so if you normally eat a bowl of noodles everyday ,
half it . eat half a bowl .
the tip is to follow what you NORMALLY EAT ,
and not change your diet accordingly to cheat .
you'll definetely feel hungry ,
but resist the temptation to eat more the next meal .
if you really cmi , drink lots of water .
if your meal comes with soup ,
drink as much as you can ,
so you'll be too full to eat .
no snacking , just drink and drink .
follow my instructions ,
and you're bound to lose that few extra kg
within weeks , maybe a month or two .
works every time .

2008-11-04T22:30:00.005+08:00

this is cool ,
mediacorp's shooting some chinese drama series
at my dad's company .
apparently it's some engineering show ,
and the company's suppose to be the actor's office ?
idk ,
it's airing next year february i think .
this is cooool . :]
maybe that actor will have FONG as surname
in the show too ,
cause that's what the company's name is ?
my dad said they took like half an hour
just to shoot one stupid scene .
he was so fed up he came home
and read that particular line over and over again ,
which is getting irritating .
HAHA .
and their line states that the company's
going bankrupt (!!)
too cool .

not very high hopes on it though ,
cause of the really crappy shows they're
filming nowadays .
ohwell .
but i do know one of the actor is
that michelle chia's guy , that shawn guy . :/
anw , dont want to comment alrd .

-

the powerpoint samuel did for us was sweet , i suppose .
thanks big guy . :]
its suppose to be a farewell thing for korea ?
the ppt's only part 1 ,
part 2's when he comes and send me
off at the airport with a casket -.- ..
cause apparently he thinks we're gonna
get bombed in korea .
i assure i'll come back alive and kicking .

-

korea's in 8 days &
singout's in 22 .
i don't feel the excitement .

-

what better lyrics to suit my mood .

In the blink of an eye
In the speed of the light
I'll hold the universe up
And make your planets collide
When I strap on my boots
And I slip on my suit
You see the vixen in me
Becomes an angel for you

Some days I'm a super bitch
Up to my old tricks
But it won't last forever
Next day I'm your super girl
Out to save the world
And it keeps gettin' better

2008-11-03T19:55:00.004+08:00

school has been less entertaining without roy .
he's a nice guy if he's not annoying you i guess .
lookingat things in different perspective ?

but the november programem still sucks .
sucks sucks sucks , too much .
i need to depend on a daily dosage of tea to wake myself up .
it's becoem so addictive ,
now my sleep cycle is totally screwed . like totally .
i spoilt my body .
but on the other hand , who cares .

things haven't been going on well ,
suddenly i admire people who can stay positive
and happy all the time .
it really is a trait .
i get so super bitchy nowadays ,
i always feel the need to be fierce and aggressive .
well , i don't want to .
i get so fed up with some people's incompetancy .
usually when i get blamed i'll fight and defend ,
but now i don't feel the need to .
whatever , nobody cares , blame it on me .
maybe i should just curl up and die .

i didn't eat anything today .
no im not exaggeratign ,
but not an ounce of food went in my mouth .
i only drank my tea .
tired hungry plastered a smile .
yet she didn't even give me face .
i wasn't responsible for it ,
i don't mind doing lots and lots of stuff
for nothing in return ,
but it'll make my day if it was appreciated .
not like that .

all these negative vibes are destroying me ,
i'm not interested in korea ,
neither am i in singout .
no, i'm not doing the countdown .
let's just leave it that fion is a lousy chairman .

shoot me , please ,
i'll thank you .
if i'm lucky , nobody will notice ,
and i'll rot and decompose ,
at least i'll contribute to the nutrient cycle then .
maybe that's when i get to feel less useless .

call me emo , i don't care .

2008-10-31T21:32:00.002+08:00

i just realised how great hgg mall is today ,
i mean peopel from my school would hate it ,
but seriously , it has EVERYTHING you need .

yesterday ,
met with joshua dez jr to shop ,
walked around singapore ,
from beach road to bras besar etc ,
got 4 items we really need .
then today , while HI-choir shopping ,
i found ALL the stuff we actually needed in ONE shop .
faggot , i just wasted one day of my life !
but not bad la ,
at least i laughed so much i choked several times ytd .

there's this hilarious face paint thing ,
it's made in china ,
so you can expect the user instructions to be a bit ..
here's an example ,

MOISTEN YOUR BRUSH OR SPONGE
IF THE BRUSH IS TO WET , THE COLOR
WILL BR WEAK . IF PAINT CRACKING ON
YOUR FACE , USE MORE WATER .

or this ,

ASK SOMEONE TO PAINT AROUND YOUR EYES ,
AND KEEP EYELIDS CLOSED WHILE THEY'RE
PAINTING . RELAX YOUR FACE SO THE PAINT
GOES ON SMOOTHLY .

oh man , it doesn't have the funny effect when i type it here .
but joshua can make it sound like it's the funniest thing on earth .

enough of it .
HAHA .

there're some fuckin' bitches .
male bitches giving me a hard time .
why oh why do such people exists in this world .

-

& it's only 12days to korea ,
and 26 to sing out !! :]

2008-10-28T20:05:00.002+08:00

i can;t believe i survived a needle !
proud achievement .
i've been pondering whether to go for it
for the past few weeks ,
and uner peer pressure ,
i did it !
samantha took it too ,
DAMN SCARY .
i hate needles .
the doctor was so scary ,
he didn't even asked my permission
he just injected .
samantha powerful ,
i was looking at her playing with the toy ,
and she's done .
ahhhhhh ,
i still don;t like the feeling .
i don't dare to move my hands .
so if you smack me on my left arm ,
andi slap you , now you know why .

happy birthday boh boh ! :]

shampoo tip :
always try to keep two different shampoos ,
switch every alternate day ,
it's known to make your hair better .
works for me ,
but i don't know if it's for you .

-

& it's 14 days to korea ,
and 28 to sing out !

2008-10-27T11:46:00.011+08:00

Woke up today with the urge to post about my
top 10 favourite people . eye candies . whatever .

BEAR GRYLLS

the bravest person ever

anyone dares to swallow raw zebra/camel/slugs etc .

or squeeze elephant dung for water or drink

their own urine ?

challengers ?

he even survived the world's most

dangerous and unforgiving places .

discovery's star .

GERARD BUTLER

lead to two of my favourite shows of all time ,

PS. i love you & the phantom of the opera

JONAS BROTHERS

good things come in threes .

or at least i think they do .

JOHN CENA
winning personality , muscles to die for .

what more can anybody want .

BATISTA

the animal

all time favourite .

DAVID ARCHULETA

name anybody who doesn't think he's cute .

young , talented , good looking , charismatic .

rising star .

ADAM LEVINE

lead singer ofmy favourite band .

BEETHOVEN

i always felt i could connect with his music .

master , a genius .

he's one of the best musician who ever lived , no doubt .

i just hope modern people could be more like him .

KELLY CLARKSON

how can i ever forget ,

my first and favourite idol .

love her love her love her .

CARRIE UNDERWOOD

well-rounded all american girl ,

next favourite .

i've only mentioned 2 girls ,

to highlight their AMAZING-NESS .

the world consists of many amazing people !

& it's only 15 days to korea ,

and 29 to singout !

2008-10-24T17:29:00.002+08:00

last day of school this years certainly does not feel great .
it's not the end of schoo for us ,
there's still november programme .
totally sad . D:

anyway , went orchard after school shopping ,
with t rachel debra and jocelyn .
then i received a tect from mr leow ,
after i gave him the two tickets for sing out .
he is like , SO NICE . :D !

"hey fion , really appreciate your kindness by giving me
the free tix . however i am aware that you guys are
still schooling and i feel bad making you guys pay .
at such i have paid mrs tan for the tix . pls dont reject :]"

the i texted him back somethign like
a lot of us sharing , so not very large sum ,
just treat it as a teacher's day present .
and it's just our token of appreciation .

but i figured i neede to say something disgusting and mushy ,
and i texted ,
"you can pay us by coming to watch us !"

guess what he said .

"only if you all promise to get a1 for chem . ok ?"

totally one spoiler .
so i ok ok try .
LOL .
that was so cute .

-

after that i was just on time for dinner with my friends .
as usual , totally lifted my mood .
i was super moody for the last month ,
and i just laughed out one month of shit there .
kena suaned like crazy ,
but still hilarious .
said i was backstage crew for sing out and all ,
then ask me about wires ,
and keep wanting to refund tickets .
super retarded . -.-

-

some fool sent me a very stupid mail just now .
i don't know what the hell was his problem .
full of angst .
luckily fion fong is gifted in being very matured
to handle bitches .

someody betrayed me .
nobody can be trusted anymore ,
BOOHOO .

19 more days to korea ,
and 33 days to sing out !

2008-10-21T21:49:00.002+08:00

From the highest of heights ,
to the depths of the sea .
Creations revealing your majesty .
From the colors of fall ,
to the fragrance of spring .
Every creature unique in the song that it sings .
All exclaiming ,

Indescribable , uncontainable .
You placed the stars in the sky
and you know them by name .
You are amazing , god .

-

All powerful , untamable ,
awe-struck we fall to our knees as we
humbly proclaim ,
you are amazing , god .

Incomparable , unchangable ,
you see thedepths of my heart and you
love me the same .

2008-10-21T19:36:00.003+08:00

today just wasn't my da .
super bad mood .
i think my teachers realised it ,
cause they all kept a close eye on me .
i mean , i can't help it ,
bloody exhausted form all the chori stuffs .
i didn't know there was so much to organising a concert ,
you'll need emcees , backstage crew ,
photographer , make tickets ,
organise camp , teach songs , and dance ,
book concert hall , rehearsal , pay and pay ...
and the list goes onnnnnnn...

ok so maybe i shouldn't blame it ,
it could be due to my irregular sleeping habits .
who am i kidding anyway .

school is NOT COOL .
not fun .
i have the urge to skip school everyday .
don't like my school .
every other school seems to suck less .
they have this favouritism system ,
goody two shoes always win ,
if you're not in , you're out .
how fun .

-

ok , i'm not trying to be a meanie bo beanie ,
but check out this disgusiting toielt from st gab's !
ewwwwww .
the floor it like wet ,
and it's not wet with the normal water ,
but it's those black , dirty ones .
and the door makes it look like a jail .
maybe i'll have to learn to appreciate my school more . :/

you can really feel the difference between a boys school
and a normal one .
the jokes they tell ,
are pretty damn lame to the extent of hilarious .
i can't describe ,
but that day when a big whole bunch of us went to the
mac's at AMK just buying drinks ,
the manager came and shoo us ,
and she tried to fake that blodoy accent
"sorry , but can you finish your drinks and
leave *AP-SIEW ? i have dining customers
who are buying meals "

* pronounced as "up-shoo"

i don't even know what the fuck is ap-sew .
is there even such a word ?!
and so esmond told her
"what the hell is an ap-siew??!!"
(showing disgusted face and faking a fake accent)
it made me hysterical for the next 10 minutes .

and just yesterday ,
somebody told jing ren
"you're not right today"
then he lamely replied
"ya, i'm left"

it was sooooo ultra duper lame i couldnt help laughing .
well , that's what you get in boy's schools .

& whoppeee , it's only 22 more days to korea ,
and 36 more to sing out !
i've managed to sell arnd 25 tickets ,
so yay for me ! :]

2008-10-14T20:32:00.003+08:00

got back all my results today ,
i was super realistic already ,
so i didn't expect much ,
but the good news keep coming and coming :]

i know i can score in english ,
but definetely not as great as i did .

paper1 (compo) : 23/30 (!!!) highest ?
(speech) : 20/30 (?) expected it .
paper 2 : 36/50 (!!) i broke my record , highest .
so overall , i think i'm the only a1 in class .

and combined humans ,
social studies : 38/50 (!!!) yayness , considering the pedra branca shit .
history : 39/50 (!!) wow .
so another a1 in my pockets .

science cmi ,
but at least i got higher than i expected ,
so congratulations on passign physics !

mrs tay dropped a bomb on us ,
no music today and she just gave us our results ,
i SO did not study ,
but i got highest in class with 55/100 !!
AMAZING .
but i know she's just closing many many eyes ,
and gave me high marks for my playing .

enough about results ,
this is boring .

-

after school went with junan samantha jas ty
to vivo for MAMA MIA !
1 hour before the show ,
walked around , play water .
went to toy's r us .
& halloween's coming .

junan looks better with an ugly mask .
oops, just kidding .

can you believe that's me ?!
TRICK-OR-TREAT !

love the show .
love it love it love it . :]
it's amazing how they can link all the
ABBA songs so .. erm fluently ? idk .
it's a nice show , go catch it .
how stupid of me to realise halfway during the show
that meryl streep was one of the lead cast ...
oh boy am i stupid .. :/
i loved my dad's ABBA soundtrack,
now i'm gonna listen to it more often .

after movie went home respectively ,
god , i'm such a FOOL .
i promise myself not to go home by myself
over and over again ,
and now i accidentally did it yet again .
and it didn't help when i insisted not to get off with junan at hg
instead of beign on my own at sk .
met a huge group of guys ,
they claimed they know me ,
and they were like pointing and sniggering ,
"is it her or not ?!"
"yala yala !"
"eh it's her lehh !!!!"
-.- . ya i know it's me .
then they checked me out for the next minute,
engrossed in their discussion about me .
i don't even know what they're doing
but they were so fascinated
i started to doubt if i had two heads .

ninabehccb .

who the fuck gave ou the right to talk about peopel like that .
i don't even know you .
and i'm not like some animal in the zoo
or soem celebrity in the magazines
for you to visit and talk about .
fuck you .
i hate it when people do that ..

but somehow i recognise one of them
seen him somewhere .
school ? dunno .
and they have the "sengkang face"
so when they
hastily boarded the red color lrt
(i don't know what they call it)
i secretly felt ecstatic .
hope they get lost in the forest
travelling to some unknown place
and get eaten by aliens .
serve you right .
i realised i overused multi-fathered bastards ,
since i learnt it from ben ,
so i shall be very cultured ,
and call them son of several bitches .
yep , that's right .

-

we're havign choir tomorrow !!!!!
i am superly- duperly excited .
it's been a while since the last practice ,
so i guess i'm looking foward .
mwahahaha .

until next time .

2008-10-13T18:03:00.002+08:00

and it's results time .
i don't really give a damn ,
but ,
failed my amath and emath p2 ,
but i got quite high for p1 so thankfully i passed .
can't believe i didn't write out of point for hcl compo this time .
it's like a taboo ,
i've written out of point for hcl since sec 1 ,
amazingly , passed p2 , with 66/110 ?
pretty amazing .
and the taboo continues ,
for this whole year my geog has been mediocre pass , or on the dot .
and fair enough i got 26/50 . -.- ..
hate it hate it hate it ,
i'm not sad , but rather , angry .

and i've been silent
for most of th time in sch now .
been thinking about singout ..
i really don't want it to end .... !!!!!!!!!!!!
very very sad . D:

2008-10-11T23:28:00.002+08:00

feeling very lovely ,
caught up with some 10 odd old friends ,
and brief talks with some new ones ,
and it made me realise there's so much love around .
the world is really a brilliant place . :D
motivates me to stay positive ,
cannot die ,
must make singout the most memorable one ,
have the most productive korea trip ,
and thrive for gold for SYF next year .
go on , girl .

2008-10-11T20:59:00.006+08:00

i guess i'm OVERLY -paranoid ,
nothing negative happened during the meeting ,
didn't get scolding ,
ms yee didn't fly into a rage !..
surprising ..

main point being ,
really bad bad bad bad bad news came ,
some good news .
bad news being , it may really be the last sing out ,
and changes are likely to occur .
CHANGES , i'm like not suppose to say out what .
but they're extremely terrible news ,
if i wasn't so tired i'll be crying for hours now . D:
i think i'll be SUPER DUPER WHOOPER-ly emotional during sing out .

ai7wyvc qKLJ7YRB ILVJKKV8RQJ987 !!!!!!!!!!

on the bright side ,
meeting was fun ,
productive .
and we're doing a phantom of the opera medley for leader's item !!
WHOPPEEE !!

pigged around with abigail deb ty daryl at AMK ,
ate so much ,
my dieting plan spoil spoil spoil until cannot spoil anymore .

in fact ,
they came to our school for yet another meeting .
it was so sudden i couldn't prepare anything .
OH ,
do you know mr leow is a nice nice nice nice nice awesome person .
we coudn't find a venue for the meeting initially ,
tried our luck with choir teachers ,
no hope .
and we tried asking mr leow to be in charge for the day .
and he agreed !
what a nice guy .
so we're buying him a pair of sing out tickets ,
AWESOME , meeting happened .

finished a lot of stuff with the heads of the other schools ,
some conflict thing ,
which i think is damnnnnnn stupid and foolish ,
and thankfully i didn't get into trouble :/

oh man ,
what to do .
excessive flirting is gross la .

then went to the airport for meal and continue with discussion .
i am sooooo sick of fast food already .
wanna vomit .
and my reputation's totally spoilt,
everybody's telling me how fierce i am ... D:
ms yee todl the PHS people
"fion can get what she wants to do cause she's very fierce"
...
don't know whether to take it as a compliment or what ..
it's that kind of negative-positive trait ?
true that i almost always get what i want ,
but people will find it demanding ?
idk ,
since i'm doing great then here's no need to change it ? :D
but it'll mean wanna act nice act cute also cannot alrd ,
HAHA , just kidding .

long way home ,
super tired ,
eyes twitching like emannuel .. :/
oops , sorry .

everybody's getting me so fed up nowadays ,
don't even know why there're such peopel who exist ,
no brains or what ,
never bring out from their mum's wombs .
i'll write about it sometime when i'm not so tired .
schedule extremely packed ,
am giving my very very best for choir ,
last year alrd ....
awwww... !!

2008-10-09T23:16:00.002+08:00

i know it's stupid ,
but i'm so scared now i need two posts for it .
tomorrow's gonna be a hell of a day ,
meeting :
likelihoods of being comletely thrashed = 90 %
likelihoods to screw up dance = 80 %
likelihoods of a non-productive meeting = 50%
likelihoods ms yee's gonan be raged = 99%
very scared very scared .

and that's not all ,
class bbq tomorrow and i havent decided
if im going or not .
likelihood of going = 50 % .
partly because it's akward to be there ,
but there's this really great surprise !
it's really tempting ... !
SOMEBODY'S COMING .. !!!
can't tell who but ,
dunno what to do .
now i badly need that answer sheet ..
give it to me .

2008-10-09T22:19:00.002+08:00

really screwed up right now ,
meeting tomorrow to talk about sing out ,
but i can't find people who are willing to dance for cumana .
i mean i can help to ,
but who's gonna sing ,
my section will fall apart .
i wish there's like , an answer sheet for everything .
exams aren't even as hard as this .
this is terrifying ,
my head's gonna roll , ms yee's gonna yell ,
awww ,
really dunno what to do .

i'm really tired of holding this fort ,
too much responsibility .
i secretly wish i wasn't chair anymore .

spoilt /
i don't want tomorrow to come .
very scared .

2008-10-06T20:24:00.004+08:00

In my dreams i'll always see you soar above the skies ,
In my heart there'll always be a place for you ,
for all my life .
I'll keep a part of you with me ,
And everywhere i am there you'll be .

There You'll Be - Faith Hill

8 papers down ,
5 more to go .
these few days ,
studied like crazy ,
dark eye rings came and find me ,
very sick already ,
sniffing throughout papers .
i'm counting down the moments till exams ends .

until then i promise to work doubly,
triply hard for choir . :]

i am fully aware that i'm not wrong AT ALL .
never trust nobody .
i never knew you were like that ,
take it that i spoilt my brain to know you .
too disappointed . :/
i'm not even afraid of you reading this .
warning to all ,
never throw your faith blindly .

2008-10-03T19:24:00.003+08:00

extensive shopping with ty .
too tired to type .
no money but still managed to get matching hoodies ,
pretty soon matching hair , jeans , whatever .
she's secretly admiring me o much she is imitating me . :/
haha , just kidding .

tuition in half an hour ,
my teacher has this very LAME joke book ,
getting ready to be lamed .

i'm EXHAUSTED .

2008-10-02T22:08:00.001+08:00

you'll either love me or hate me ,
either way i don't care ,
cuase my goal's to be on top of the world .

2008-09-30T21:12:00.003+08:00

i never lived , before your love .
i never felt, before your touch .
i never needed anyone to make me feel alive .
but then again ,
i wasn't really living .
i never lived before your love .

don't mind me ,
i am just very fascinated about how great some lyrics are .
BEFORE YOUR LOVE - KELLY CLARKSON . :]

school as usual .
i'm really trying very hard for my exams ,
and i'm just glad people realised that .

it smacked me in the face today
when i found out it was the last day of lesson .
there's this fear and shock that overwhelmed me ,
suddenly .
i can't believe a year has passed .
or that i survived 10months in my class .
initially , i really liked my class
but now i came to realise what dickheads some people are .
dunno when to shut up .
i like most of my teachers ,
but some classmates are really that annoying .
i pity them ,
i just hope they won't be so annoyed with out class
they won't teach us next year .
as i said , i only like MOST teachers ,
people like THH deserves to die

oral result's out ,
i got 34 ,
second highest .
not bad but expected higher ,
like 38 or soemthing
but everyone else was arnd there
so just have to give and take .
actually i'm just upset i'm not the highest ,
can't live with being second ,
jealousy kills .
sorry , i was just being candid .

-

i wrote my own song during music today !
AMAZING .
my first ever composition . :]
cause i had so much inspiration when i did melody writing ,
and the end product was so good i added chords to it ,
and ta-da , a song !
and i was so proud i kept playing it on the piano .
indeed something decent .

after music we went to study .
productive .
i laughed so hard at LJS i went to the toilet to vomit . :/
they were extremely lame .
nai nai in specific .
p.s : nai nai's jun an ! :]

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& tomorrow jun an samantha jasmine and ty 's
coming to my house to study .
until then .

2008-09-25T19:03:00.002+08:00

reiview of my day .
it was the most joyful day of the week ,
i suppose ,
considering how i show THAT kind of face all day for the past week .
can't control it ,
it sounds emo but people who actually SEE me
will know how it looks like .
digressing .

managed more smiles today ,
fast forward fast forward ,
but got pissed off with some pain in the ass .
they were like " oh , your complexion's so good !"
and before i knew it ,
they were trying to touch my face ,
and kept going on and on
that i must have applied something .
and of course i got angry .

nevermind ,
fast forward ,
which brings me to my main point .

mr singh rocks !

i went for english oral today ,
purposely chose to sit near mr anba .
in the end didn't got him ,
almost got ms useless chin ,
but mr singh instead .
and it proved to be the best decision of my life .
almost la .
main pont : he was nice and full of praises !

after the reading passage he said :
"good , you read very well !"

after the picture discussion he said :
"very good ! you scored as high as for your reading passage !"

after the conversation he asked :
"do you read a lot of english books?"
"basically i like a good book every once in a while."
"do you watch many english television programmes then?"
"i really like reality shows."
"well good . you used a lot of good english words ,
and you can talk fluently and eloquently !"
"thank you !"

and he laughed and nodded and said many goods throughout ,
so i guess i did pretty well .
and there you have it ,
the best oral exam i've ever had . :]

2008-09-22T20:05:00.002+08:00

now every happy meal comes with a free math teacher ,

grab it while stocks last ! :]

i took it with flash ,

and now it has this 'beam' of light ,

seems more realistic .

DARTH VADER .

(*scary music plays)

i promised myself i won't go online ,

look what i'm doing ,

writing nonsense .

i can't believe i'm going to exams in this kind of standard .

ok let me show you what a loser i am .

seriusly .

PSLE ENDED UP IN

benjamin 262 R.I

zi xuan 260 R.I

chien tat 25+ ACH

ivan 25+ ANDERSON

sebastian 249 ANDERSON

indu 248 ANDERSON

fion 244 HIHS

logi 241 PRESBYTARIAN HIGH

eliada 23+ ZHONG HUA

and if that wasn't even enough to show my uselessness ,

PSLE ENDED UP IN BEING

hui hui 252 3 hum top ten

jian ming 250 3 hum top ten

marie 249 3 hum top ten

fion 244 3 integ cannot even make it to 50

seow hwee 243 3 hum top ten

i don't even like my class .

everybody makes so much noise ,

and creates so much havoc ,

then they'll go home and mug like crazy .

i hate this kind of people :/

i'm so sorry for myself ,

pathetic loser .

somebody enlighten me .

oh and the person / partner sitting beside me in class must be great !

in this case , which is clairbel .

really , i mean ,

i literally shout at her EVERYDAY

when i can't understand a fuck ,

and then she'll explain somemore .

if it's me i'd have smacked that person long ago ,

great patience,

greant tolerance ,

GOT FUTURE GOT FUTURE :]

2008-09-17T23:16:00.002+08:00

school is physically and mentally exhausting .
i want to sleep , but i don't have time to .
SCREW YOU .

2008-09-13T21:13:00.002+08:00

i promise myself i'll never try to walk long distances AGAIN .
unless absoulutely NECESSARY .
faggot , 3/4 of the time i get stalked !
i've met young ones , old ones , on bikes , construction workers ,
walking next to me , gangsters , secondary primary , jc , whatever .
and they'll try to wolf-whistle and get my number and all sorts of shit .
most of the time i'm outnumbered .
and when i ignore them ,
they'll get really fierce .
LOWDOWNS /
sometimes very scared ,
but rather , feel cheap ,
to be associated with peopel like that .
i mean, it's not as if i dress scantily ,
i don't sashay when i walk ,
i don't try to electricute them with my eyes . :/
so i don't understand why they should be picking me .
don't get me wrong ,
i am SO NOT trying to boast how attractive i am ,
i don't really think that highly of myself , SERIOUSLY .

so today after math remedial ,
me tamara ty and divya went to soem secluded mcdonalds .
was intebnding to study , but failed .
sit there talk crap :/
i ended up walking home .
and when i passed a particular busstop ,
two gangsters , around 20+? approached me ,
they told me i very cute (want to puke . HAHA )
i mean , i'm not flaunting a bikini or whatsoever ,
i'm in my school shirt ,
sweating like a pig for walking so long ,
and was so tired i hunched my back like some ogre ,
what's so cute about that , damn you .

they asked me stop walking ,
i pretended they were invisible ,
walked faster ,
very scared ,
no one else around .
walked faster , ignoring ignoring ignoring ,
then they scolded me .. :/
done that plenty of times ,
got scolded like shit all the time .
but nothing i could do about it .

i wanna buy pepper spray ,
but dunno where to get one ,
so i've decided to keep a pocket knife handy . :]

don't get me wrong ,
i REALLY REALLY am not trying to boast ,
but rather, i'm posting this to let people be aware ,
of the cheap bastards around singapore .

2008-09-10T20:40:00.003+08:00

this is a very beautiful poster of sing out'08 !

complimentary by the st gab boys .

please support us ,

SINGOUT is an annual concert whereby our 3 schools ,

st gabriels secodary , presbytarian and holy innocents high

collaborate to give an awesome performance .

we sing our own songs,

combine songs , and even do dances .

tickets are available at only $12 for all this !

it will be held on the 26th nov ,

at victoria concert hall .

guaranteed fun and pleasure to your ears ,

interesting exposure to how choir operates ,

especially for music lovers .

furthermore,

the st gab's vocal ensemble and

HIHS choir are GOLD choirs, (SYF)

in fact , HIHS is a DOUBLE GOLD choir !

so , you , YES YOU , reading this now ,

what're you waitign for ,

tickets are on sale ,

GET YOUR TICKETS NOW !

feel free to enquire me for more information ,

see you there ! ;]

2008-09-09T20:57:00.003+08:00

my worst nightmare has returned ,
fat , ugly horrible terrible susy !
she traumatized my earlier secondary school days ,
I MEAN IT .
i hate every part of her ,
her bulging ass , that hell of a face etc. etc.
back when she was a security guard,
she intimidated me every day ,
for my skirt , my socks and a whole toilet roll
of other stuff .
fuck , i hate her .
it even went to the extent that i walked a detour
just not to see her ,
cause everytem i do ,
she'll shoot me that "you are worthless"face .

there was once when she got fed up
telling me off, that she went ,
"fion , you're blah blah blah ...
what's your class ! "
and when i said 2 hum ,
she was totally like ,
"huh ?! you in hum ? aiyoh ... this kind of person blah blah
stupid or what , cannot even obey rules ... "
and a heated argument continued ,
until i lost and cried . :/

hell of a nincompoop ,
she can even scold me for calling her a security GUARD .
she'll go " i'm a security OFFICER , mind your language ! "
there's a whole lot of other things ,
maybe i should publish a book about it .

& finally one day she went over the top ,
i called my dad ,
ask him sue her ,
and he just kept laughing .
nobody took me seriously ,
they didn't know how disturbed i was going to school ,
my friends assumed the better of me ,
so nevermind ,
suffer in silence . :]
when somebody told me she was leaving to work
at the changi airport ,
it was the HAPPIEST DAY EVER ,
you can count on that .

hell doesnt stop there ,
now that the bitch's back ,
she recognizes me ,
and today when i walked pass her ,
she rolled her eyeballs at me !
but it's okay ,
cause i'm one year older !
bring it on you multi-fathered bastard .
doesn't she get that the whole school HATES her existence .
her set of eyeballs is damn bloody annoying ,
instantly makes you feel like being looked down by her .

it weird that i spent one long post
venging my angers about a worthless human being
who took on a job as a KPO SECURITY GUARD ,
i swear if she dares to step on my toes this time ,
i'll sign a petittion and form an angry mob .
since, samuel wants to initiate an anti-susy club .
HAHA .

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i am now officially grade 7 in piano .. !
and i passed with MERIT ,
it's quite and achievement ,
consindering what i meantioned
about screwing up during the exam .
pro already .
next step ,
take singing lessons to take exam .
(i just found out that singing can take exam also ..!

-

& mrs tay told me an exciting news
about slight changes to our korea trip !
i am so happy now ,
but i promised to keep it a secret first ,
so shhhhhhh ... :]

2008-09-06T20:50:00.003+08:00

stayed over at tingying's ,
cause chelyn's wasnt available
intitally meant to finish up
the nitty gritty stuff for the farewell party ,
but main purpose was to play only .. :/
and as usual ,
the rest couldnt' make it ,
so it's back to the usual 4 . :]

talked and gossiped nonsense for hours ,
about _ _ _ _ _ mostly , :/
slept at 4.30am

met chelyn for breakfast ,
went for choir without dozing off halfway .
3 hours of sleep . not bad .

confession : tingying's bro is indeed cute . LOL .

farewell party = success !
actually partial success ,
cause of the late-coming and confusion and all .
nonetheless,
lots of jokes and screaming and laughing .
pictures too .
i think i appeared in 3/4 of the pictures in shannon's camera alrd ,
cuz i had to take one picture with all off them sec 4s ,
during the prize presentation .
HAHA , hopefully shannon sends . :]

_

P.S : i found a choir member who has some serious
excellent upbringing . so guaaaaaaaai !! :]

2008-08-30T21:58:00.000+08:00

had a meeting with the chairman vicechairs
of st gabs and presbytarian today
= dezmond joshua kenneth elena valerie daryl debra .
they said the place was at their friend's multi-purpose hall ,
so i was like, how to buy a multi purpose hall . :/
in the end it was kenneth's condo's multi purpose hall ,
the one behind mt alvernia hospital at thomson ,
thomson 800 , i think .

it was a really nice place ,
big and luxurious , hotel-ly
but he had a freakin' aggressive dog ,
so my life was in danger .
i even screamed when it suddenly came out . :/
debra said kenneth must be damn rich ,
cause one apartment costs like a million bucks . :]
finished the chroegraphy for o sifuni mungu .
went to j8 with debra for lunch .
then she went for church with jonas ,
which i didnt feel like going when they asked me along .
so i met my dad at pasir ris for dinner instead .

-

the priviledge o being in the top 3 classes .
i just realised my class is considered priviledged ,
only people from 3 hum 3 unity and 3 integ are
"qualified" to get an A .
the rest of them can just manage a mere pass even if
they do an excellent job .
our school's english department is totally spoilt .
but that'll add pressure for me to perform
better and better in each test or exam ,
to remain on top .
it's english , or never ,
i cant score as well at any other subject .
well , that's life for you ,

i hate school .

2008-08-30T21:14:00.000+08:00

it's the annual cross country .
i met with th girls and walked to punggol park ,
which was like 3 minutes away .
treasure hunt not fun .
class not bonded , not fun .
nothing fun .
very tempted to run home .

but the highlight of the day was the performance .
sylvia and her classmates sang
a "tribute" ( he didnt die ) to mr ang !!
really didnt expect that .
they sang the chinese song ,
he made us memorise and had ting xie on ,
that tong nian song .
the moment they started singing i started tearing . :/
and i looked around ,
only to see most 2Hum people getting teary-eyed too .
he was indeed an excellent teacher ..
he got me to be interested in chinese ,
and he's like, the only chinese teacher
that appreciates me . :/
but of course he's also the fiercest one ,
seeing that he never smiles ,
and shouts and forces us to do weird homeworks .
but we really miss him ..
dunno where he is now ,
probably somewhere secluded ,
writing a prospective top charted novel ?
anyways wherever he is , just wanna wish him a very
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY ! :]

last year at mrs goh's house . :]

after cross country went CS with
daryl tingying chelyn suet yee and taiyang .
many people misunderstood CS as counter strike ,
but instead , our CS is rather ,
choir shopping .
LOL .

travelled to the tampines ikea and giant .
and on the bus there was a perverted old man ,
who kept staring at my legs .
then i looked him in the eye ,
show a tiger face ,
and he changed target to tingying suet yee and chelyn .
fuckin' cheebye , dig your eyes out .
so i told them and we roleld and rolled our eyeballs ,
until they almost dropped .
and he stopped for a while ,
but switched to looking at an auntie's chest .
gosh , he's really desperate .
when we wanted to get off,
he was so fat he blocked the path ,
so i pushed him and yelled excuse me .

bought our things and went home .
and we're staying over at chelyn's on tuesday . :]

i was so tired i had a 4 hour nap .

you are so ewww .

2008-08-26T21:29:00.000+08:00

i also extra , went and did this test .
qinjie the popeye wants to see ,
so i'm putting this up .
it's amazingly like , 95% true !

View Report
Welcome Fion Fong, here is your handwriting analysis.

Fion is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes.

Fion will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Fion an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other.

When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Fion is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.
Fion is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Fion doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Fion is not facing something going on in her life today. She is deceiving herself about it. Often, Fion's opinion of herself is different than those around her. This trait gives Fion the ability to deny anything that does not agree with her "truth." This trait is not always something negative. It is only a defense mechanism allowing Fion not to face some reality in her life at this time.

In reference to Fion's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Fion slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Fion can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Fion's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Fion that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Fion also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Fion is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Fion's self-concept is artificially low. Fion will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Fion to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Fion is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Fion has a temper. She uses this as a defense mechanism when she doesn't understand how to handle a situation. Temper is a hostile trait used to protect the ego. Temper can be a negative personality trait in the eyes of those around her.

Fion is having a lack of physical energy at the time this handwriting was written. If someone has very short and straight down lower loops (like in the y or g), this indicates this person's physical drive (activity or sex) is compromised. Usually, this indicates the person simply isn't interested in getting too physical right now. This could be a temporary mood which often happens when the body is sick and is healing. Or, this could be a result of an emotional or physical issue that is effecting Fion 's energy level and interest in sex. Sex doesn't seem to be a priority at the moment.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Fion has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Fion fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Fion has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Fion just comes into someone's home and helps herself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Fion finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when she was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.

the huge gaps in between is suppose to have pictures ,
but i'm lazy to put it up ,
but the info is like , very accurate :]

2008-08-26T20:26:00.000+08:00

my brother is my best friend alrd . :]

a multi-fathered bastard said something sick ,
tried to provoke him too ,
and my brother whacked him and bit him .. :/
i'm actually quite proud of him ,
because i would do exactly the same thing .

but the worst thing is ,
that son of a bitch caught it in video ,
together with the bite marks on his body ,
it' enough to take this to court .
and it isn't the first time he did that too .

i'll be my brother's lawyer ,
shoot until they cry .
afterall mr tan said i was best in class for english :]
HAHA .
but i think my brother wasn't finished with him ,
not enough , still wanna whack some more . :/
poor little son of a bitch ,
that'll teach you to mess with Fong people .

all i can do now is let him enjoy some peace and quiet ,
i think he's getting fed up from
all the naggin from his teachers and at home .

& this has inspired me to re-live my ambition to become a lawyer .

2008-08-25T21:08:00.002+08:00

i am so sick and tired of people telling me i don't look like a chairman .
i mean ,
they'll go
"you also can be chairman ar .." blah blah blah .
of course it's still alright for the first few times ,
cause i know i don't have the 'look' or 'pattern' or whatever .
i didn't believe it initially also ,
but then it's been like so many months ,
can't they give me a break .
it's getting annoying/ irritating/rude .

you think it's that easy to be one ?
tell me when you've actually tried being one . :/
seriously i'm like , doubting myself everyday .
nobody seems to be able to take me seriously ,
just because i hee-hee-haa-haa at things
means i can't be serious ?
then you're like the shallowest person ever .

so does that mean i have to put on a black face
everyday to be considered as having a chairman look ?
then when i carry a black face ,
people start telling me stuff like
i'm a tigress and im a bitch .
and just because i don't spew rainbows and unicorns and flowers ,
and i don't like soft toys and cute stuff
means i'm mean and bitchy and unfriendly.
it's not just disappointing but dishearterning
how tiny your puny puny little brains are .

so maybe from now on ,
you won't see a laughing fion .

i was in an ultra ultra bad mood today ,
sick and tired and weak all over ,
but for some weird reason when winson
lent me the "Angel Of Music" score ,
immediately happy alrd .
and like, einstein just discovered a new invention ,
i realised how much i loved music . :]
i find solace in it , it's like why i live .
ok , i sound too drama mama alrd .

& we're gonna do breakaway
for our sec 3 special item for sing out !! :]
it's a dream come true ,
i get to perform my idol's song .
it'll mean much much much more if i do the soloist part :]

no more heehee-haahaa ,
time to be serious
so people won't have a reason to look down on me .

2008-08-21T20:49:00.000+08:00

i had two very stupid conversations with two weird teacher :

stupid conversation #1 : Ong Hien Kiat

mr ong likes to pick on me . :/
i didn't even do anything wrongggg .
and he shouted at me for the dunno how many times ,
i think he's having menopause .
and he still freakin' brought me outside ,
and continue scolding scolding ,
nag nag nag ,

let's see what he said :

penguin : *smile smile*
"most of the time you're either talking to jiong yang ..

fion : *in my head*(i didnt even talk to him that much ,
and just freakin' call him dion la)

penguin : sleeping ..

fion : *still in my head*
(-.- ! my eyelids damn heavy ,
sleep-deprived , just closing it for a while , i occassionally open them
but my ears are wide open what ! wth is your problem . )

penguin : or trying to be funny , dunno what you doing . "

fion: *still still in my head*
(sure, if you consider paying attention to your
lesson as trying to be funny . maybe i should go to clown school)

penguin : discipline ... results drop ... call parents ..... blah blah blah

fion : *smiling*
" walau eh so many people sleep in class ,
why you like to pick on me ? "

penguin : * still smiling*
"then so many people fail , you also wanna fail issit ! "

he just kept smiling and smiling and stared at me .
akward silence .
so being polite i just smile and laughed back .
i think his mouth must've been tired from smiling ,
so he suddenly very very angry .

penguin : *show me angry face and shout*
"blah blah blah ...
( i'm shivering here alrd )
i'm gonna pick and pick and pick on you ...
i already said i'm gonna tighten your discipline ,
i won't ever let you go one ....
change my seat blah blah ... call parents blah blah ... "

fion : *roll eyeball*
"ok ok ok .."

then suddenly he friendly again
and ask me go back .
i think he siao alrd . :/

next , stupid conversation with mr tan ,
not really my conversation ,
but i thought it's funny .

stupid conversation #2 : Tan Huay Hong

as usual , he's not doing anything ,
except crappin' around , dunno do what also .
and for no reason at all ,
he started talking abt student-of-the-month
(anyway congrats to amanda !)

*DOM stands for dirty old man
(but he claims he is not DOM ,
but DYM , dirty young man . )

DOM : "i'm gonna nominate kailee .....
roy and fion"

fion : *roll eyeball*

DOM : more nonsense .

and apparently he told me somebody will blush
at the mention of my name .
and that class happens to pass by and he
went to shout "fion ,fion"
and this is stupid because i amd inside ,
and he is shouting to nowhere .

fion : fuck ( or whatever it is i said )

DOM : " i heard that ! that's it ,
that's it , i'm gonna nominate you
for the worst student of the month,
plus the most vulgar student of the year "

stephanie : " and you get to be the most disgusting teacher .. "

DOM : "i heard that ! who is it ? DIRTY ?
huh , but i want to be funny teacher ,
not dirty teacher leh"

stephanie : "but you ... ( something somethig , i cant rmb what she said
but she's scolding him :] )

tingying : "shut up la !" (to DOM)

fion : *gasps in horror !*

DOM : "oi , why you scold me . i wasn't even talking to you ,
i talking to stephanie ,
you very naughty ar ! " :]

tingying : " you really very irritating leh , ... ( somethign something)

akward silence .

then he continued telling some lame jokes
trying very hard to establish a reputation for being funny .

fion : "stop la , not even funny , try harder "

DOM : * act cute some more * ( pouting )

maybe i'll write about mr tan and his armpit next time ,
it's really very gross .

and that should give you and idea about my teachers .
i'll write about some other crazy ones ,
eg . lai lai , next time .

america's next top model is on ,
ciao . :]

2008-08-18T21:14:00.003+08:00

today is a lame day !
school is normal .
then me samuel daryl and taiyang decided to go cartel again ! :]
but ah fat couldnt make it ,
so its like me samuel daryl ,
and it feels like a slut ,
so i asked tingying rachel and chelyn along ! :]
whole trip was entirely lame ,
talked talked talked , kena suaned like crazy .

and after that me tingyin and chelyn went to rachel's house .
and suddenly i felt so smart ,
cus i managed to guess which was her house at the first try ,
lame some more ,
went to hgg mall to run my own errands .
freak , i kept buying and buyign non-stop ,
and i have a total of 6 cleansers now .
a st. ives , clean&clear , garnier , biore and some silk thingy ,
my brother bought for me in china ( unbelievable but true )
it's my favourite one though .
i don't have enough faces to use them all !
and i'm still tempted to buy the olay one . :/

and it's the end of yet another lame day .

I have :
1) math
2) english
3) study for music test
4) music homework
5) burn lots of cds for choir

all in the next 1 or maybe 2 hours .
i'm gonna die .

my horoscope says good about me this month :]

2008-08-16T21:00:00.000+08:00

recently i went downstairs for a swim ,
damn , it must have been a million years since i last swimmed .

and there was much reminisce-ing .
freak , the water was like ...
the last time i went down to swim my legs
couldnt touch the floor of the adult pool .
and now i'm owning it !
1.5 m , and it's arnd my eyes . :/
guess i'd been too busy with work
and other non-related stuff like that .

and suddenly i realised i need to chill a little .
oh man , i sound so old !

anyways , my two favourite men're gonna battle it out !
BATISTA vs JOHN CENA .
exciting ! i can't wait for it ! :]
what's more , undertaker's back .
i'm lovin' WWE more and more each day .

that's it for now .

2008-08-12T19:13:00.001+08:00

Poser .
Stop trying to act like me .
Ya' think wrestling soccer and 'al are cool cuz i like it .
Even KellyClarkson CarrieUnderwood ?
You really think you'll be HALF as unique as me by trying so hard .
TRY HARDER .
Stop acting like a fuckin' wannabe .
Ya amateur , you can't even name one soccer star .
And you claim how much you admire their spirit .
Bloody hell , you try to walk talk act like me .
Pack up your ego and FTHO .
Get your own style , dude .

I am special because , God created me .
And he has blessed me with unique talents .

You sing so much still dunno .
What's worse , you cant even sing ,
you're just releasing air in between your teeth ,
and that sound pisses me off .
FYI : I'm gonna be the councillor on duty
for the school creed next year .
Better watch out .

2008-08-11T16:41:00.000+08:00

my new scent .
and together with my herbal essences shampoo ,
totally 1 walking fruit alrd . :D

i don't even know why my dad's suddenly trying to act all nice these days ,
he's probably trying to compensate me for a lousy childhood ?
i duno .
I'll never like this home .
Not now, not in the future .
Never ever .

2008-08-11T15:14:00.001+08:00

i did badly for my piano exam . :/

frekin' annoyed ,
cause i know i can do so so so much better .
i swear i practiced like,
at least 50 hours on the 3 songs ,
and in the examination room everything just went blank .

and the darn piano just made it even worse for me ,
cause it was such a good and easy-to-play piano
and i felt like such a fuckin' loser to be able to screw this up .
arggggghhhh .

and what's worse ,
my teacher called me during school
to tell me she forgot to teach the pulse clapping thing ,
and she just taught me over the phone ,
but i couldn't get it ,
and i just so angry i almost cried :/
but luckily tingying made it clearer ,
but it's still ^%$%UHB_)Y*hg
fuck .

so during aural the examiner asked me ,
"describe the texture of this piece"
and i was like , *mind blank* and
"some parts were staccatto and some legato?"
then he kinda rolled eyeballs and said
"you don't know what texture is right"
but i insisted i knew ,
only to let him get more annoyed .

screw angmohs .

2008-08-08T18:30:00.000+08:00

A freakin' long post

pictures of the recording studio i promised .
it's a really cool place . :D
i missed it soooo much since i first went last year
with the previous batch of leaders
to record "reach out" "will you" and some racial harmony day songs .

we went to record "Shine For Singapore" for the NDP concert

1 song only :(
me suet yee taiyang tingying chelyn siying huixin daryl aloy athan
debra and abigail couldnt come
this time, it's damn easy to find the darn place .

Tingying told me smth abt the weird guy
I'm still very disgusted that a loser actually carved my name on his table .
Who knows what is on his mind .
Oh puh-lease .
I don't even like myself that much . :/

Scroll right to see t fullsized picture :D

the studio is the room at the left ,
caleld the LOOP room .
the three pictures above are what is inside it

the room on the right contains at least 4 cats ,
my life is in danger :/

amazing house .
full of weird stuff :/
an example of freaky .
beauty and the beast ! literally .. :/
notice ting ying chelyn and huixin are missing .
they're inside the LOOP room recording .
see what i mean when i say freaky ?
what the hell is it anyway .

we ended early ,
so as the four FREE-est people ,
we've got nothign better to do ,
so we went to the airport for POPEYE'S . :D
gossiped a lot ,
chatted a lot ,
talked about how we're gonna spend korea .

on the skytrain !
daryl looked damn gay carrying my bag
damn ugly . :]

and today's NDP concert is loserly .
i didn't enjoy it ,
how humiliating for a double gold choir to lip-sing and dance
we always do the same thing every year :(
but i pretended to .
at least i'm pleased to see everybody else having fun .

and my voice was so outstanding for "Shine For Singapore"
now i understand what tingying means
totally heard only my voice in the first part ,
i didn'nt like it :(

recovering very quickly from fever
i'm having sore throat ,
and going to malaysia tomorrow .
seriously i'd rather die than go out with them :/

oh and the mc i feigned didn't prove to be of much use
i missed out a good show of two crazy people
on that day .
ohwell .

this new skin makes reading posts and looking at pictures challenging . :/

2008-08-02T20:53:00.000+08:00

this is going to be a totally irrelevant post
read it if you must ,
cause i did it out of boredom .
but ,

it was a hap hap happy day in school
with many funny incidents .

i was totally sick ,
but i cant afford to skip school , or choir
so i just went .
inititally i just snapped at anybody who got on my nerves
and i know how freakingly annoying i am , giving that face ,
it irritates people , and i like it .

people keep telling me i look dead ,
or asked me if i cried ,
and i was like , no no no no no
so i guess i looked THAT horrible ,
being such sleep deprived .
think about it , what's the worst thing you can ask a woman ?
it's to ask her if she's pregnant .
if she's not , then good luck to you .

i got 33 for my english test ,
but i argued my way through 37 ,
which is propably the highest in class ,
so ya , it made me a happy girl . :D

history was damn funny .
mrs yap was absent . again .
so me ting ying chelyn and yu jun just kept laughing
actually just me and ting ying
while daryl and samuel entertained us .
mcdonald's kinda funny .
lunch with kai lee pin han huixian koh qing brenda shermaine hariet
and that old auntie kept picking on kai lee . :D
that old fart disoriented alrd ,
suddenly came to our table and called us useless . HAHA

choir was okay i guess .
but it's what after choir that's good .
we ( leaders) sang the phantom of the opera medley ,
which was (gasps!) nice ,
then while walking to the canteen ,
we sang te quiero (slow and sad love song) and walked very slowly ,
which looks like some funeral,
and kept me laughing for the whole day . :]

last thign of the day , tuition
i guess botak wont be feeling sad for a while
after the wonderful advice teacher gave her :D

at least when i reached hoem i was feeling happy .
i don't know what cheered me up this much ..

you would have realised you have just wasted
5 minutes of your life reading this boring thing .

i told you this would be an irrelevant post .

2008-07-31T19:31:00.000+08:00

winson has a funny blog :D
http://winsonsim.blogspot.com
it even pictures of our class CIP trip

2008-07-31T17:55:00.000+08:00

has anybody felt that kind of relieve
like when you receive money .
i'm like so glad i had my advance in my allowance !
i've been bringing an empty wallet to
school for the past week .

cause i spent every single cent after CIP
the other day at FOX . :/

i totally starved myself ,
so now at least i get to eat again . ;]

anyway the CIP On sunday was fun!
i was so happy winning prizes
at the games at the fair ,
until at the golf game some silly person made a
silly comment which totally spoilt my mood .

anyways , samuel tan kept pestering me
to advertise for him . -.-
so here're his pictures from the musical
get ready for it , it's kinda very scary .

PIG WITH THICK MAKE-UP :]
i did almost all of their makeup FYI , :]
never seen anybody more thick skinned than him . -.-
ok la, can force ourselves to think of him as ermm .. blushing beauty .

MONSTERS !
only FionFong is capable of transforming monsters into beauties :]
good enough to win beauty pagaent already.

that's it for now .

2008-07-26T19:34:00.000+08:00

woke up bright early t go t hgg mrt and meet
with the class to go for our cip at fort canning .
the timing was like shiate .
tried my best to reach on time . and i did .
unlike half of the class .
it's highly annoying .
so i got angry before the sun can kinda rise ?

nevermind .

the monitress was seriously embarassing ,
and we kept a safe distance away from them on the train .
and when we went to dhobby ghout ,
there was actually plenty of time ,
so we had to go to mac's ?
rolled my eyes until my eyes popped out la !

when we finally set off ,
they left without us ,
so the veggie guy went with the four of us
alongside michelle .
at least it was funny . :/

worked worked worked like machines .
we had to pack the goodybags for th marathon .
quite fun actually .
some classmates were not as hard to get
along with as i thought though .
few funny incidents . :]

packed like , gazillion bags .
5000 ? somewhere there .
but i was looking forward to the meeting
with th e chair/vice chairs of st gabriels and presbytarian high .
we're gonna be there again tomorrow.
this tiem with botak ! :]

tick tock tick tock .

left to meet daryl .
the meeting was changed from bishan to plaza sing ,
which made it damnnnnn convenient for me
since fort cannning was five minutes away from thr .

that fool was late so i window shopped abit .
and i saw a backpack that was kinda alright .
and when i weanted to buy it , he said he reached . -.-
so i met with him ,
then kfc with the rest of the chairmans and vice .

st gab's : dezmond joshua kenneth
presbyterian : valeria elena jessica darren

so we discussed about the sec 3 special item
we'll be doing for sing out !
soooooooo cool !
we're gna do a maroon 5's medley !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that's like so exciting ,
we're incoporating my favourite songs into one,
and were gonna sing in parts !
and then st gabs has so many talents ,
beat boxers , guitarist ,
so we get to do something good . :]
it's so gonna be worth the $$$ .

end of discussion,
gossiped abit ,
then went to meet with tingying and stephanie at gelare .
got my bag, then we went buyign and buying .
couldnt stop .
got new files pencil cases wallets ... etc .
then there were so many clothes i wanted but i was broke ,
so we swore to go there again tmr after cip .

my hand's aching from all the packing ... !

dammit , mrs tay still havent replied me .
i have important choir stuff to discuss with her !

oh oh oh !! we're all gonna wear white tomorrow ... !
( only choir excos'll know what it means )

go wear white la !

damn funny la ! :]

2008-07-23T20:43:00.000+08:00

sometimes it really amazes me to see people being so boastful .
keep your silly attitude and huuuuge ego to yourself .

the stupid mp3 of shine for singapore ,
or whatever the song is takes forever to download,
which we are suppose to learn by friday :/
and hence i decided to come here and nag .

somehow procrastination really kills you .
i have this toilet roll long list of things i havent done .
- geog test tomorrow which i dont even know what chpr's its gna be
- chem quiz , which i HAVE to pass , lest i become humpty dumpty's
favourite student
- math homework , which i really really want to try cause trigo's fun !
- physics homework . tiki .
- my piano exam thats comign up real fast .
- choir stuff

i'm in a happy/not happy mood .
i dont even know what i'm talking about .
cus choir decided to lip-sing for the NDP concert this year -.- .
freakin' low class .
but i don't mean it in a "i'm so high class"way .
but the good news is ,
i get to go to that totally cool recording studio again !!!! :]]]]
that place is so cool,
i swear i'll take plenty of pictures of the man's house .

oh and we won a swensens treat from the debate today ,
which was like, tyco .
i hope t.h.h gives us the $$$ instead ,
cause i seriously will puke going out with him .

WTH i just saw samuel's display pic and i can die .
it's the pic of the backstage crew putting on thick makeup .
they're all my creations . :]
i'll get the pic from him and show everyone how great
i am putting on makeup on several gays .

i'll stop here randomly because the downloading has finished .
blog when i feel like it .

stop it, you're just being unreasonable .
what you're doing is highly irritatable .
i can't stand you no more.

2008-07-17T22:58:00.000+08:00

limtingying , GO HOME WEAR WHITE LA !
:]

2008-07-17T21:33:00.000+08:00

Recently i have this veryvery huge urge to not go to school .
According to CLEO , i'm a SLEEP-DEPRIVED BITCH .
"a nasty person who unapologetically tear apart anyone
who gets on their nerves pretty much by everything"
i'm getting sooooooo cranky .

WATCH OUT .

my msn's fixed !

nothign special about today .
but i got a shock of my life when mr tan flared up today .
without warning .
he thew the chair on the floor . twice .
he mad already . :/

mr lai also another one .
if you don't listen to him the first time ,
then aiufbanq.iledyvghbaw ,
and the next second everything's well again .
weird weird teachers .

geog's funny .
winson wants to plan an australia trip .
totally one gay . :]

my math's improving !
i paid attention this whole semester ,
and i'm getting smarter and smarter . :]
three cheers for me .

on the contary , i became mr leow's favourtite student :/
i didn't study for his test,
and failed both ,
and now he 's paying extra attention to me .
oh man ..

looking forward to choir tomorrow ,
i wonder how i can conduct combined sectionals .
it just means i have to learn all four parts of a song ..

oh , and saturday .
i hope my dad will let me stay over at pinhan's
it'll be cool . :]

until next time .

2008-07-11T18:56:00.000+08:00

how cool is this !!!

they passed this to me for athenium today . :]

i have to return it soon ,

so have a good look at it .

it looks like some king's royal stuff ,

& it makes our choir seem orbit ! :/

but it's so cool !

ying yian passed me a handwritten letter ,

ming teck gave me a choir book ,

and sebastian gave me this .

hahahahahaha .

and my student leader badge !

i'll be the student leader singing the

school creed next year ... oh man .

weekailee screwed up today during athenium !

mwahahahaha .

then when she thought nobody was looking ,

she sorta "yikes" , and jumped ,

but too bad , the whole school saw it ,

and thought she was gloating over being vice .

good for you ... :]

i started my first day as chairman ,

quite an experience .

i had to learn the boys and my own part ,

and it was pretty much a struggle ,

but ohwell .

and thanks shorty for the cake and notebook .

really appreciated it ,

but i won't say thanks ,

cause i only thank people i don't like .

well, most of the time,

unless i'm feeling REEEEALLY polite .

p.s. : i'm here because i'm skipping the

musical cast party ,

which mrs tan said a chairman must be present .

tatar .

2008-07-09T22:02:00.001+08:00

today G$#O*hyfckK^$9ujkhfstdh^% !

its raining pretty heavily in the morning ,
and together with the aircon ,
feels like heaven to sleep in .
then the stupid alarm went off .
gahhhhhhhhh .

and while brushing my teeth i started to frantic
for todays' HCL oral .
it's O'level , man !

nothing unusual ,
but my damned heart couldnt stop thumping so wildly .
and finally in physics i had dizzy spells ,
my head hurt like fck .

nevermind about that .

2pm : oral .
nothing that scary afterall .
i practiced speaking in FULL chinese with tingying steph and clar .
it was AWFULLY WEIRD .

thankfully the examiner seemed nice .
one of them loked like mr jimmy tong . :]

walked for oral ,
totally relaxed .
it freaking weird ,
two man staring at you while you talk .
you won;t even know what they were thinkign about you .

the passage was about some graciousness in mrt bus thingy ,
and the conversation's about parents being too strict
bout their child .
kindi think i did fairly well ?

and later steph said the two teachers took a freakin long time
to discuss abotu my marks .

so i guess they had differences ,
one must have thought i was a loser
while the other thought i was average , passable .
they must be saying :
"she's a loser ! never seen anybody so bad !"
then the other will be like ,
"ok la , can pass la"

enough about that .

3.30 choir .

4.30 athenium rehearsal .

p.s : maybe , just MAYBE ,
they're gonna pass down the gold
trophy/medal/certificate to me on the actual day .

ohwell, that's all .
oh and my msn's spoilt .
i'm gonna be online for a while .

bye .

2008-07-05T15:07:00.000+08:00

rey mysterio is back ,
jeff hardy's going to smackdown !
the next few episodes are guaranteed to be exciting !
three cheers :]

yesterday's choir was exciting .
i swear this will be the last post about the choir elections .
i am just so taken aback that i have so much to say .

after this , no more preaching .

after school went for lunch with $kahqqing$ brenda lyekit
pinhan huixian kai lee hui bing hariet and shermaine .

i rushed off when tingying told me a shocking news .
we gathered and had our piece of mind about THAT thing .
worried sick .

went in for choir , warm ups and headed for sectionals .
then mrs tan came and look for us .
she came to tell us something about ,
dont believe what the sec 4's tell us about our rank .
everything is soooo not true except for me being chairman ,
which is confirmed .

at that time i didn't know how to react ,
so i just stood there and smiled coyly , acted shy . :/

then ms yee came .
practiced practiced practiced ,
then mrs tay came to announce the post on the board :

secional leaders for
sopranos TINGYING & CHELYN & HUIXIN
altos FION & TAIYANG & SIYING
bass DARYL & ATHAN
tenor ALOYCIUS

at this time , there was that hustle and bustle ,
cause suet yee and debra weren't the sectional leaders anymore .
yang got promoted ! YEAH !
and then they continued ,

chairman FION
vice-chairman DEBRA & DARYL
treasurer SUET YEE
librarian TINGYING & CHELYN

by the time my name was written ,
everyone was just shocked for that few seconds ,
i didnt like it when they all turned around to see my expression
geez , and i just blushed , lyekit said my face was very red .

after that ,
auditions for the people going korea .
we failed many many .
i hate to see that disappointment in their face ,
but we really had to maintain our gold standard .
we cant have people pulling us down .
we had to choose the best of the best ,
you have to understand that .
ohwell .
better luck next time , people .

had a mini-meeting ,
discussed more about choir's prospective .
i am so into meetings these days ,
get me to know more stuff ,
and feel my opinions were important :]

oh my gosh ,
mingteck is lecturing me right now .
i haven't officially gone up ,
and he's breathing down my neck alrd .
yes yes yes , chairman fong will do her best
and bring the choir to greater heights .

end of election post .

2008-07-03T20:17:00.000+08:00

i can't believe it i cant believe it i cant believe it !
I'M CHAIRMAN OF THE CHOIR !!!!

it came as a shock ,
and they didnt tell me till the last minute !

gosh !
i SO did not expect it .
it's all happening so fast ..
first thing i know ,
i won with 50 people voting for me in the election,
then i'm in the EXCO ,
then now , chair !
and i'm still pondering over if i should accept it . . . .

i mean ,
chairman = student councillor
= stress = grades drop = become crazy = death .

fatality .
lol .

ok, let's weigh out the pros and cons .

PROS
i get to wear a tie next year !
i get to be head of over 80 peeps !
i'll be the first chairman of my section !
it proves that i've got it what it takes !
i get to do duty with botak !
i'm sure debra suet yee and daryl will back me up !

sounds exciting !

CONS
1) i'll have a HUGE responsibility ,
especially since we're going korea , having sing out and SYF .
2) my results will plunge ,
no more model student . haha .
3) many many , and i mean MANY people will doubt me .
gossips are inevitable , there will be anti-fions , i'm sure .
4) being a student leader =
no more ankle socks ,
my skirts get thrown into the bin ,
my hair will all be neatly pinned up ,
time for new name tags ,
no talkign ,
no late coming ,
no phones
no playing
no fooling around .
5) i get to be a nerd ! hooray !

i'm not entirely sure if i'm up for it ..

wait wait ,
let me have 15 minutes to think it through .
the decision that changes me life .

oh man .

...
...
...
...

ok 15 minutes up .

i guess i want it ! :]

so i'll ,
have the experience of a lifetime ,
discover my own strengths and weaknesses ,
prove that "fionfong can do it" .

mwahahahaha .

from this instant , this moment on ,
time to be serious .
no more fooling around .
you'll be sure i'll do my best ,
let's go get our gold in SYF next year !
a whole new chapter unfolds .

three cheers for choir ,
you can do it !

2008-06-24T20:16:00.001+08:00

school is BORING ..
i was struggling to stay awake today ,
cause i had to wake up at 6 for the musical publicity thingy .
stupid stupid musical ..

but at least i finished my a math and geog thanks to
daryl song's answers !
aahahahaha , very happy .

musical musical musical ,
then home ,
get a life, fion fong .

that little lying delilah ,
i hate her i hate her .
i must and will win her .
then she'll know who's boss .
actualyl i cant , but ohwell .
curse her . :/

2008-06-19T20:31:00.001+08:00

yesterday was fun !

choir choir choir .
then i went to r.plaza to meet the usuals .
we went mac's .
me michelle jean hj ronald .
then benji came . then ivan .
we supposedly ate .
then off to the void deck .
talk talk talk ,
then me michelle benjamin brought out the cake
for overweight's surpise birthday ,
HAPPY BIRTDAY JEANNIE ONG !
she didn't even act one bit surprised ..
tsk tsk .
then we continued talking / reminiscing
for the next three hours .
damn cool !
we talked about everything under
the sun ,
well, technically under the moon .
& i'm really thankful for them ,
was'nt really in the best of moods ,
'ya know , like the musical thingy's
really stressing me out .
but i just laughed till my
jaw stomach , everything hurts . :D
reached home at 10 plus .
pictures next time .
i think my description is lousy ,
i can't describe how happy i was ,
after sooo many days !
they never fail to make me smile .
well here's michelle's post on the same thing :

back frm hours of talking and laughing :)
had a mini gathering of courage six,
main purpose is to celebrate jeannie's bday :)
met up w/ fion, jeannie, hweejoo, benjamin, ivan & ronald.
Sebastian came ltr.
so went mac cus they wanted t eat,
aft tht moved t void deck.
thn fion, ben, me went t secretly buy a cake,
but she saw it.hahaha, so nt much of a surprise :/
aft that we cut cake, tke 1 pathetic photo and eat :)
hahaha, thn th boys cleared away those leftover cake
& we talkkkkfrm 6pm to 10pm,
we talk till we forget th time & all.so funny manz!
benjamin was funny enuff,
whn seb came we laughed harder!
we talked soooo much..
how we miss chien tat & his crazy actions.
nobody could ever measure up to how crazy+funny he was.
and how th tchers always throw his sqsq bag out of th cls.
how Mr tan told Ivan to go stand behind th cls and count th number of countries(!!)
and punished eliada by standing on th table and carry the chair
then how we cheated in exams,
erase th ans, and say tcher mark wrongly.
Seb said, "funny how pri sch kids think tht tchers are so stupid."
LOL
how we play blk catching before supplementarys
and end up so sweaty for lessons
how someone called th police
cus we were making too much noise
while playing blk catching
and we all run back to sch.
how we play catching in th sch hall,
and got caught and ran away bcus we heard zixuan shout
"zao ah!" (LOL)
thn mr asraf laugh till wna cry cus of this
then there was the playing catching in sch part,
during recesses and all.
3 ppl squeezing and hiding in th fire hose reel(!!!)
is sth so funny+idiotic!i rly think we are th craziest ppl in tht sch..
& how qixiang had to go to th toilet at 9am everyday (LOL!!!)
thn thr was th chalet thing.. whn someone ___,
it was funny to th max.!
it was all so damn funny..
i laugh till my face ached.
then we talked abt OBS,
and we say we want t go as a grp, go fr th 21 days one,
LOOOOL
ronald was strongly opposed to this idea and wanted a chalet instead
.so ivan say we go chalet but give rations at th chalet,
like put obstacle course thn have to get thru then got food to eat.
ROFL!!
sighhhh, good ol' days..
what i wouldnt give for a chance to go back
in thr for a final round of catching with those ppl.:)
different ppl have diff memories of same places,
to me, i think nsps was a heavenly place for catching :}
that was my childhood days,
those wonderful memories.
at tht time we didnt knw we creating memories,
we were just having fun.
i rmb that we once wrote an agreement
to meet every 18th june of our life during th last day of sch.
all those letters, agreements, IOUs,
i tot noone rmbed.
i asked fion abt it just now, and she rmbs, suprised yeh.
i think only we two rmbed?
i bet the one who suggested them forgot also.
today we finally fufilled our agreement :)))))
it was short of 2 yrs,
but it's okay, we'll make it up, someday, somewhere.

my sentiments exactly .
i love my friends :]

choir again today .
i was soooo pissed today
i just wished they all would go fuck themselves .
so darn tired ,
i'm like struggling to keep myself awake ,
and yet they were all like big fat AUNTIES .
talk talk talk , cannot stop .
so finally i yelled at them
"150 words essay punishment for talking rubbish"
and that asshole dared to say
"what is rubbish"

asshole .

and to think we actually took the rap
for them for making a nuisance and
making ms yee boiling mad .
we almooooost got punished for like , shielding them
running a few rounds in the rain ? i duno .
they don't deserve it anyway .

at least after choir we had a 'leader meeting'
me debra daryl tingying chelyn suet yee athan hui xin .
talked a lot .
gossiped .
quite fun .

we couldn't understand how could ms yee be so rude ..
it's kinda saddening .
she was soooo disapointed with us ,
she covered her ears when we talked ,
and didnt acepted our greeting ..
and she said she didnt have eyes to see us for musical .
so we're left to 'self-activate self-destruct' zi shen zi mie , as she said .
we all feel terrible ..
i just wish the choir could co operate .
isn't it enough that they angered their instructor off .

leader's mac's breakfast tomorrow .

then piano lessons . :/

give me a pillow and i'll die sleeping .
and i havent touched my holiday assignments .
i am SO dead .
do come to my funeral soon .
until next time ..

2008-06-17T20:35:00.000+08:00

I've got phantom ,
I've got phantom ,
I've got phantom ,
thanks to siying :]
she's lending me the disc .

latest updates .

i'm going to korea with the choir ;]
irrational choice i guess
really didnt wanna have
my birthday in korea .
ohwell , at least i get to skip a couple
of days of school .
and i get to travel with clarissa and taiyang ! again !
oh and we're called the ' tres amigos para siempre '
three friends for life in english ,
cause we're seeing soooo much ,
every single day in hougang mall . :D

botak's gonna be veeerry angry for
abandoning her to china . D:

today's musical reh was fun !
except i don't dance .
have they got no brains ,
singing people don't dance ,
singing people don't dance ,
singing people don't dance .

HCL oral tomorrow .
messed up . :/

oh and us three amigos are going
wild wild wet soon !
yes, just us three .
it's gonna be fun !

2008-06-10T19:17:00.000+08:00

i wanted to post what benjy wrote for our chalet last year .
but apparently he didn't allow us to copy and paste .
sooooo if you really wanna read it ,
just click on the link for courage6 ,
and read the chalet post .
it's highly ermm , i dunno ,
prejudiced crude demeaning but hilarious .
people should smack him for his
erm .. flamboyance for words ?
i dunno . :D

2008-06-10T16:46:00.000+08:00

i've MASTERED the secret language !
my newest accomplishment .
now me clarissa and taiyang can trash people loudly ,
cause they won't even understand what we're talking !
no need for whispering !
mwahahahaha . :D

anyways .
choir's now a total wreck .
they can't sing , they can't move .
so arrrrgggghhhhh .

and to top it all off ,
they actually cut us into half ,
to accomodate THEM .
smack them in the face .
one for all , all for one ,
we can't even sing together .
everyone's getting so angry , and sad and all .
thankfully leaders get to sing for both metinee and gala .
choir's treated like crap la .
and some people don't even try to understand and talk a lot shit .
they're so fucking full of theirselves .

and the most infuristing part .
when we asked them to sing better ,
they just said ,
aiyah listen to you and suet yee can alrd,
so loud .
fuck you .
i can kick you out right that instant .

oh oh oh .
the ms whatever her name is told two jokes
in choir today .
it's so funny .

she told us she just found out that kenny g
broke the world record for holding a saxophone for 3 mins .
then she turned on her organ and switched it
to saxophone mode and asked
how many minutes you want .

and and and
there were two buns .
one with char siew and one empty .
when their mother died ,
only the charsiew one cried ,
cause the empty one had no filings .

phantom of the oper a is soooo nice . :D
finally i own the songs !
think i'm gonna go buy thr disc anyway .
not like i have much money left anyway .
great singapore sale is sooo tempting .

ohwell .

oh and if you think stepping on my shoes makes you so happy ,
i am more than willing to let you stomp on my foot .
i can't believe you are so childish .
i overestimated your IQ .

2008-06-02T20:33:00.000+08:00

updates .

went shopping with short stuff ,
sale sale sale everywhere
so i spent a wholeeee lot of monayye /
now i'm officially broke .
and it's amazing how she noticed i got that little haircut .
i gotta stop shopping ! :/

choir camp was fun !
my group's amazing .
i was station master for the stupid straws and
rubber bands game .
then i got to be psl again .
in the end squarepants won .
so yeah .

pinhan's bbq .
we went pinhan's house for bbq .
her house's great .
big , beautiful .
kendy me kailee huibing daryl song melvin claris lyekit
nicoel geraldine present .
we got there late and ate a bit .
then it's foam war .
stayed for a while more ,
and huixian's sis fetched us back
while she complains about that fuckhead sebastian .
haha .
pictures when pinhan sends .

today's the first integrated rehearsals for musical .
it sucked sucked sucked.
i can't describe how bad it is ,
so that' it .

2hum's bbq tomorrow .
can't wait .
updates soon .

2008-05-28T20:59:00.000+08:00

today is an unlucky day for fion fong .

woke up late and had brunch .
i had to get to school myself :/
then it started to rain so heavily .
luckily there's this man who was kind enough
to shelter me up the bus . :D

went to choir ,
had sectionals ,
and i had to teach sopranos . :/
but the new song's okay .
only i was so hungry throughout practice .
sing sing sing , hungry hungry hungry .
then after choir me taiyang and clarissa
dashed straight to hougang mall for food .
food food food food food .
taiyang went to meet her mum,
clar went to her hairdresser ,
and i went home .

then i saw my phone and had 6 missed calls .
from suet yee .
and fuck , i forgot to return 2unity's class key
after sectionals .
i am sooooo dead .
so i have to wake up early tomorrow morning
and sneak it back before someone finds out .
it's like , so shiate la !

end of boring day .

oh oh oh .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE HUIBING ! :D

2008-05-27T21:03:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAYS STARTED .
somehow i prefer school .
the musical is taking our lives .
every single day it's just the musical , musical , musical .
the darn school doesn't even give a damn about our welfares .
sheesh :/

i'm home alone .
i have nothing to do .
and i just played 2 hrs of sims on the psp joseph lent me ,
and it just blacked out .
i wasted 2 darn hours of my life .
shiate .

i have nothing to eat .
i'm so hungry .
and the only food i see is that pack of glutinous rice balls .
and i didnt know they taste so good ! :D

my bloody report book is sitting right in front of me .
like , fuck , i didnt even show it to my dad .
i thought i did soooo much better .
come one , i topped social studies and physics .
chemistry and history - excellent .
the rest were okay except for amaths .
so why the hell did i come up 80+ across the level .

fuck .

really didnt expect that .

nonetheless , i've got a medal !
it's the first medal in years , i guess .
cus we came in second for the relay the other day at the sports carnival .
we could've got first , but .. ohwell .
and i think i'm growing old real fast .
cus after my run my leg hurt like fuck . :/
but now i have a medal to boast to weekailee .
oleh . :D

and and and captain ball is soo funny .
our first match was against green tee ,
and we lost (expected)
so we went on to play against blue for 3rd place .
and we intentionally tied the score so we were both 3rd !
the captains pretended to stretch and all ,
so as to not catch the ball .
it's so funnnyyyyyyy . :D

oh gosh hannah montana is on now ,
gotta go catch it ! :D